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looking inside myself

It's been a few months since the bomb was dropped, and both of us have had to wake up to the facts that surround us. On a positive note i've stopped my rambling and imaginary conversations whilst crashing my way around the house. Both of us have had to wake up to the fact that we are where we are in our 16 year marraige. Whilst I can't speak for him, I can say that for myself i find myself in love with a man in fact the same man that I marreid 16 years ago with whom intimacy is difficult, Sex

Glida

Glida

 

My Sex Addict: Anger, resentment, I don't know what to call this!

I'm walking around the house washing dishes having conversations with myself. Frustrated and angry ramblings about how sucky the situation is.   He said to me the other day, 'We should get back into the scene...things used to be sexier" I mean jesus what fucking planet! Sexier?? for who?? I certainly didn't feel sexy and what he was doing for sure wasn't giving him any kind of sexual satisfaction. Maybe he's talking about that cloud of delusion he lived under dreaming about the chances of

Glida

Glida

 

My Sex Addict

It got so much worse towards the end. If I had thought he couldn't see me in the beginning, approaching the end I was totally invisible. Trapped in a body being played with, trying to connect my mind to what was going on outside and feel something.... anything. I used to think it was me, low libido, not turned on anymore, maybe I'm approaching menopause or a hormone imbalance is making me feel less... yet I could eventually see that it wasn't me. I felt unseen and irrelevant in his latest fan

Glida

Glida

 

Riding Toruk Makto

PING......YOU GOT MALE!   It was February 2005, I walked out of the hospital after giving birth to my sunshine, strapped her in the car seat and made my way home. Still carrying my extra 15kg, my body a little stretch marked with stitches in places I'd rather there hadn't been. My Boobs the size of watermelons and eyes that looked like i'd been at a trance party all weekend sniffing my way to euforia.   I'd always been size 6 to 8, always had flawless skin and was 173cm. I looked great...so pe

Glida

Glida

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