The Cuckold Husband

Watching other guys make out with their girls, and adult magazines, always turned me on. Maybe that is where I started enjoying being a voyeur.

After meeting my wife I found it a turn-on to ask if she saw anyone else when we were apart. I even used to get off asking her about old boyfriends and what they did together. Heck, I still do.

After marrying, we lived in an apartment in a large building. She had a thing for the maintenance man and used to tease him. I think it went both ways but they were both afraid to do anything about it. I would tease her about asking him to fuck her or showing him her tits, etc. I used to ask about swapping with other couples or picking up guys but she wouldn’t hear of it. She is on the heavy side so self conscious about showing off to strangers or letting a “prettier” woman in our bed.

During this time my brother-in-law used to drop in for coffee after I left for work. What I didn’t know was she was getting something going with him. I guess it started with flirting and him complaining about my frigid sister and such. Anyway they progressed to petting and eventually to her giving him head. I never knew anything about it till we were out of there and in our house. I think she was afraid to tell me because I might push for a swap or something. She is very jealous of me with any other woman.

After we were in the house he would stop by occasionally but his work restricted when he could get by. She finally admitted it during one of our discussions about her experiences and my wanting to try a 3-some or swap. After that she would tell me what they did if he stopped by when I wasn’t home. She started letting him fuck her a little then sucking him off after. She admitted he was a great pussy-licker and would do her to several explosive cums. I think this is when she told him about my interest in a threesome and that I knew he was doing her.

This scared him a little but he couldn’t resist so he kept stopping by. One night she asked if I really wanted her to do him with me. I said definitely. Well the next time he stopped by she told him it was ok and started kissing him right in front of me. I got hard in an instant. We all ended up in bed with him sucking her while I watched and played with her tits. He has a small cock so has trouble with condoms. I didn’t like the thought of him knocking her up but he couldn’t keep one on. I guess that is why she would always suck him off. I think he ended up pulling out and coming on her stomach while she sucked me off that night. I was thrilled and being a little scared of her getting pregnant added to it.

He kept coming by but I think he liked her alone better than with me. He could last much longer than me and I would leave them alone after coming and listen from downstairs. She loved his tongue and staying power and would suck him hard again for a second round. I got scared of pregnancy by putting his cock back in after coming but she didn’t care.

I am pretty sure he let his whole load go in her at least once. I remember how slick and juicy she was and when I asked she admitted he “leaked a little”. It got me so hot I almost blew my load before getting a condom on. Oh yeah, I didn’t tell you she loves the feel of bare cock and always wants to be fucked bare then put on the condom on to come. She is afraid of going on the pill because of rumors about it causing cancer, etc.

Anyway this lasted for quite a while but all good things must end. His work changed and they divorced so we don’t see him anymore.

For the next couple of years we didn’t have any new men but I would quiz her about what she had done when I wasn’t there to watch. Slowly I found out she had been fucking him back in our apartment and had let him come in her pussy on more than one occasion! This just added to my lust to see her with another man again even though she said this wasn’t important and too dangerous to start again.

I would use a rubber dildo on her and say it was another man while she sucked my cock. I would quiz her about when she first fucked and did I know him. Which of her old boyfriends she sucked or fucked and could we get together with one of them. I tried to get her to let me ask a friend of mine but she didn’t like him and steadfastly refused.

About this time while visiting an old boyfriend of her's at their house and after their kids went to bed we talked about sexual escapades. They admitted having tried a threesome with a friend of his that did not go well. Apparently the friend was very nervous and just slam-bammed her and left. We joked about that and told them about our happier arrangement but it was also over. We got kind of giddy from a liberal amount of alcohol and started some heavy petting of each others mate. She was a bit younger with smaller but firmer tits and skinnier than my wife. They approached us to swap but he and my wife chickened out. I think my wife would not allow me to have his wife for fear I might like a younger/skinnier woman better. Both his wife and myself were very disappointed. We joked about them having known each other before and it not being fair and wanting to even the score but they wouldn’t budge. Maybe he was a little scared because she and I were getting along too well. Any way that idea went down in flames and after a while we kind of grew apart.

Of course this episode left my fantasy engine running in high gear and now I was insatiable for information about old beaus and possible men to recruit. My wife was only interested in starting a family but after a lot of trying and one miscarriage it was not to be. Although the risk of getting pregnant still exists, I think her resolve was weakening and soon she was responding to my inquiries again.

She started telling me about men from work and company parties coming on to her and feeling her up. Some of it may have been made up to excite me but some was true. She worked with younger woman and divorcees and told me stories about their affairs too. I think that helped stir her desires again and she became more interested in trying to find an opportunity for us. She was careful not to let me meet some of these other women and wouldn’t bring any around but would go out with them drinking after work.

Some of her co-workers frequented a bar near work especially on payday. It became a normal thing for her to come home late sometimes and I would grill her about the men. Eventually she started to actively look for someone. She had one guy interested but after giving him a blowjob in the bar parking lot he got cold feet. She enjoyed the danger but felt used and unattractive from it.

A while later she told me about a young man at work who was a bit wild and between girlfriends. My wife was teasing him about it and starting to feel attracted to him. One night she brought him home after a party and he was very drunk. As she undressed him and started sucking him he started sobering up and responding. Apparently the booze didn’t stop him from getting an erection but he couldn’t come for her. He was a good pussy eater and got her off several times. He was small and had trouble wearing a condom so she let him fuck her without it but he still couldn’t get off. I joined in and we switched places back and forth fucking and getting sucked and giving her many orgasms. After I came in her mouth I concentrated on getting as much on video as I could. I had the video camera on a tripod getting much of the action. I enjoy watching that tape and keep it hidden away as I promised to erase it.

I have tape of her doing me and in various nightgowns and outfits. She put on a black nightie after coming home from a costume party once. She was dressed as a female Dracula and still had on the makeup and was quite drunk. It made quite an impressive picture. As she has gotten older it gets harder to get her to allow me to tape or photograph her. She and I have both gotten heavier and she is very self-conscious of that.

She had another affair with the son of a friend of ours. He had a large cock she adored. She seduced him and loved to be stretched by what she described as about an 8 or 9 inch cock. She said although longer than mine he was about the same girth but I think she told me that to avoid bruising my ego. He was too shy to try a threesome and wouldn’t let me watch them. I enjoyed her stories and wet loosened pussy but feared her getting pregnant by him as he sometimes didn’t pull out and they usually had more than one fuck per session. One time I’m sure he let it all go inside, as she was extra wet and sticky when I screwed her later. She told me he wore a condom or pulled out and came in her mouth but admitted later she didn’t make him wear one often. They both liked the feel of it bare and although he usually came in her mouth he occasionally waited a little too long or she held him down and he came in her. She still wanted to start a family and I am always careful not to come in her so she may have been deliberately trying to let him knock her up. He was much younger than us and soon was using his sex education on a girlfriend his own age and that is that.

Since then she hasn’t found anyone she will approach or let me try to find someone. She is more self-conscious of her looks as time goes by too but I keep trying. I would like to try swinging with a couple but although intrigued she is scared to reply to ads for fear of disease. I keep the fantasies running and she will eventually weaken when the right guy, couple or maybe something else comes along.

Maybe if nothing happens with my wife I’ll let you in on some of my little secrets from her. You can’t always wait for her to satisfy your urges and have to live a little on your own.