Hello, first post here. My wife and I have had a few MMF threesomes. I am bi (very masculine) and she is bi curious. I love oral both getting and giving. Her and I love to share a cock to suck, it's hot! I have never topped or bottomed yet, but it is on the list. I love women and am not attracted to men. I mean, I can't look at a guy and say "wow, would love to cuddle with him".
Before I was with my wife, I had a few male encounters but absolutely no one knew. I would be petrified if someone found out. Guess it was my insecurities. When I met my wife and found out she loved gay porn, I was very happy. One day after porn and sex, she asked me if I ever sucked a cock. I was honest and told her yes. Well, the rest is history and we have lots of fun.
My question is, how far do guys like me go? I don't think I could kiss a man, although, I could kiss a passable CD, if he looks like a hot women or a hot shemale. When with a man, I can rub his cock, balls and area around there, but don't have the urge to rub him all over or kiss up and down his body. I do however have the urge sometimes to try all that, but am afraid for some reason. I fantasize about rimming sometimes, I lick my wife's ass and love it, but have a fear of doing it.
Anyone else feel like this? I know, don't knock it till ya try it. Wondering if my masculinity is holding me back and I just need to step up to the plate and try it? Best cause scenario I believe would to be one on one with a guy to try things.
Sorry for the long rant.
Thanks for any help