We are a young Indian couple, now married for six years. About two years back my hubby brought up the subject of swinging. Being from a conservative background, I was shocked and I resisted it very strongly. My hubby was very persistent and he continued pestering me. In every lovemaking session of ours this topic came up and I resisted it.
then one night he told me that if I am not Ok with swapping then atleast we can have sex on the same bed with another couple. we will have sex only with each other and they too will do the same. it appears that he had already contacted a couple on the net, they were married and a little younger than us. my first reaction was of denial. However, he kept on insisting on it and assured me that it will be only once and he will never ask for it again. one night under pressure I agreed to it. So he invited the couple over the weekend, we had a small chat and dinner, (They were a nice and decent couple) and after dinner as was planned, we had sex with this couple on the same bed
Although, I had sex only with my hubby, there was a lot of touching all over the bodies by all of them and I could not avoid it. They left the next morning
As was promised my hubby has never repeated any such request again. However, after this episode, this incident has never left my mind. All kind of thoughts come to my mind. It even crossed my mind many times that I missed an opportunity and should have gone all the way. I often feel like repeating such an event but I am too shy to ask my hubby for it. I am very confused