First off, neither hubby or I have started swinging just yet. Mostly because of me being 4 months pregnant. But I have a question.
I've talk alot about it with my husband and he has agreed not to do anything until I am comfortable with it.
But my thing is, when I think of swinging I think, "Hey this could be fun!" but at the same time I don't like the idea about my hubby with another woman. I do have a little body image issue, but I am getting over that since talking with others and having people tell me how good I look for having baby number 3.
We (hubby and I) have talked about this issue, but I worry that it might control swinging and all together stop it before it happens.
I've started a plan which is until baby is born some soft swinging, same room same couples sorta thing. And hopefully I will become better about this issue.
I'm just wondering if this is normal when you first start out.
The weird part is I don't know why I feel this way. Hubby is fine waiting, and wont push me to do something I am not happy about. But just the thought and I get uneasy. Is this maybe just jitters?
Thanks for any advice or stories.
Mrs. O