My husband and I were in the lifestyle. Long story short, we hit a bump in the road caused by me not asking and doing things I never really had done with him. This guy had a little bit bigger size on him and now my husband feels small and not good enough for me even though I find him perfect! He fucks me real good!!!
The problem is he thinks I felt this guy more, when in fact, I didn't feel him more. What I did feel was him smooth like because his dick had no ripples or definition to it it was just smooth. I did enjoy the first part of sex with this guy, as basic sex should be, but he never did anything different just the same thing over and over like a robot. I got bored of it real fast; however, I did not make it look like that. I played it off like he was doing just fine when in fact he sucked.
Problem one: I never really moaned before. I always had to worry about kids and stuff so I was always quiet with my husband. But when this guy and I started, he stopped and asked why I was so quiet I blamed my kid habit and he said, "Let it go," so I faked it since I am not a moaner really.
So now my husband thinks I was all real with him and it was because of his size. There is some other things as well but now my husband thinks he is small and is insecure with himself and it is destroying our marriage. Nothing I say or prove to him will stop.
Problem 2: is there any other women out there that have fucked a guy a little bigger then their man and not tell the difference? Just need advice. I have no women to talk to about swinging and issues. I know I sound confusing so please as any ?? I just stuck.