curious/scared

This is something we had talked about prior to the event. For the most part I have forgave the actions, but still have some trust issues. Basically we were like two people living together but had seperate lives. There was a lot of stress due to work and drama from people outside the home. Since then we have made a huge effort on being very open. We are able to talk about everything now. So I believe the comunication has been resolved. As to the work and people outside the home, we moved out of state, so that is no longer an issue. As for the intrest in swinging, it has been something we have talked about pretty extensively. It is something that has been nagging me more and more. And I think this is more something I am interested in than him. I hope that explains a bit more about my situation.

I am new here and have done some searching, however I can't find what I am looking for. The Mr. and I have done some extensive talking about moving forward into the lifestyle, which I am all for, but have some reservations. Previous in our marriage we were having some communication issues which lead to an affair on his part. For the most part I have been able to forgive him but the more we talk about moving forward with this, the more reservations I have. I am wondering if the feelings of jealousy and reserve are normal. Is there any advice some more experienced have that they would be willing to share? This lifestyle is very much something I want to experience with the Mr., but don't want to have a disaster in the end. Thanks.