My husband and I are still kind of new to swinging (MFM). It is taking me some time to get use to doing it. My husband is more involved in setting everything up. I am still not sure if this is for me but I am willing to experience it a bit more. However, last time we did it it kind of scared me off and I feel hesitant to do it again. We invited over a man that my husband met on Craigslist. They exchanged a few emails and my husband was very clear that we were looking for a thick cock. We exchanged photos then decided to meet ( he sent photos of his big cock). I was not feeling comfortable bcs it was our first time hosting and our little ones were sleeping . My husband told me not to worry kids won't wake up and he will take care of it. So, I agreed and proceeded with our plans, but still feeling nervous about it. Before the guy arrived I drank four margaritas to calm my nerves and distract my thoughts. At first, when the guy came over it was a bit weird but after another drink I became comfortable and chatty.He had a few drinks as well and the chemistry was great! We all chatted for a couple of hours. My husband seemed to like him. Everything was going well until... he dropped his pants! He was not thick or long or anything. It was the size of my thumb and he couldn't even have an erection. I think he thought my husband might have been small because we were looking for a big cock. Anyway, I was disappointed but I decided to go with it after all he was cool. He did a lot of oral and did a very good job ( I guess making up for what he LIED about having). Well, in the process of him eating me out my daughter wakes up! My husband gets up really quick to attend to her. He comes back and tells me that she didn't see anything. We continued and wrappped up the night. Before he leaves he asked us a few times when we will do it again we explained that we usually take long breaks but that we had a nice time. Next day, I was feeling like crap. Hangover and bamboozled! You know like your single days of getting drunk thinking u met the guy of your dreams only to sober up and think wtf did I do! Something like that I was feeling. I was upset at myself, my hubby and him. I thought it was disrespectful to come to my home on a lie! Anyway, and the worst of it all my daughter tells me a few days later that why was a man doing this and she demonstrated it, my heart fell! I explained to her that it is something that adults do and not little kids and sorry bcs I did not want her to see that. Okay, a week later guy sends email and text about getting together again my husband tells him it was a nice time but we won't be doing it again. Next day, he parks in front of my home and I have a little window on my door so I see him pull up and then he looks in and he is staring at me I couldn't see him very well so i am trying to figure out who he is for a split second then it dawns on me I moved away from window and called my husband. I got really nervous. My husband text and asked him if he came to our home he denied it and said maybe we confused him we another guy we did it with. And then he got into why we don't want to see him again that if there was a reason. We text him and told him that we were not confused and it was our first time hosting at our home but that we do not need to explain ourselves and we had a nice time lets leave it at that. He got upset and said he does not like to be falsely accused! And started to say that i said i wanted to see him again and that i said we had did this before. my husband and I did say we can do it again but we changed our minds under the circumstances. but i never said i hosted at my home before. I felt he was judging us to assume that i have a whole bunch of men come to my home that i can confuse him. i thought it was a low blow. Anyway, I am kind of freaked out! I am nervous if he will come over to my house again or do something mean.
