Hey all.
To make a rather long boring story a lil less long and boring.... We've been happily married for a few years, very family orientated, conservative ect. Behind closed doors, I (the female half) am bi (experienced) and have dabbled in 3somes over the years. He (no experience) has the desire to do the swinging thing, but has too many hang ups about it, mostly a religious/spiritual not wanting to offend God and a jealousy kinda thing.
He's expressed to me in the past that he would like to see me with another man. I've expressed to him on many different ocasions that I'd like to bring home a girl...go to a "party"...make some "friends"...just watch..anything, but he always retreats as soon as he starts to like the idea in the slightest
I feel like I'm giving up a part of myself. It has lead me to be unfaithful in the past (with females). I would much rather share everything with him, but he just won't let it happen. I know I can't force it, but........
Any ideas?