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Hey all, This isn't 100% about swinging, but it seems very difficult to find an open place to discuss such a topic where I won't get the standard "He's a loser he shouldn't cheat!" answer.

 

Here's the deal. I've been in a relationship with a man for the past 2 years and we live together. We are both very sexually open and adventurous. We met online and I have since discovered online relationships are a fetish of his. About 6 months ago he began to talk to a girl online and began to "cheat" on me if that's what you call it, I found him to be emotionally unfaithful I guess. I learned about it after about a week, and it lasted for about 2 months.

 

Somehow my not leaving him and trying to be understanding and forgiving strengthen our relationship again and we fell in love all over again. There was a newness to our relationship again, but I was very hurt because I felt emotionally betrayed. Since then I've become more paranoid about his talking to her or someone else again, and he admits to me that he does like the thrill and the newness of talking to other people, but that he loves being with me.

 

It would be much easier for me if he just wanted to swing because sex is just sex and that part doesn't really bother me. I understand a male's animalistic urge and while it may not be 100% ideal to me as a female it seems ridiculous to try to demand fidelity when 60-70% of men ADMIT to cheating on their spouse.

 

The thing that bothers me is what he calls his "games" in which he meets a girl online and starts an emotional relationship with them. He says he like the thrill and the newness of meeting someone for the first time, but to me it feels like an emotional betrayal. I love him and there are so many ways we are alike and I'm such an open and understanding person that I really want to try to accept this instead of lie to myself and say it won't happen again when it probably will.

 

I would like to find a way to give him what he needs as well as finding a way to be happy with this. I asked him if there was an emotional or sexual need that I wasn't meeting, but he insists that it's not that, it's just the thrill of someone not knowing anything about him and him getting them to fall for him and once the newness wears off he gets bored and stops for months or even years at a time until he happens upon the urge again.

 

Anyone else feel this way or been in a relationship with someone who feels this way? I'd love suggestions for a way to make this work for me. I appreciate all your responses in advance.

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If he's contacting these women without your knowledge and consent, then he is cheating. It's that simple. He knows you consider this an emotional betrayal, and yet he persists. There really isn't much more I can say except to keep talking to him about how you feel. If his behavior continues, then you'll have to decide whether this is something you can live with.

 

Best of luck to you.

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I'm the author of this thread, and decided to go ahead and just create a profile. I realize I left details out...

 

The reason he did it without my consent, at least from what he tells me, is that he was afraid, obviously that I would be mad and upset, which I was at first, but then I decided to be understanding. But what I acknowledge is that he is trying and WANTS to be open and honest. He doesn't WANT to sneak around behind my back and would prefer that he could share this info with me without me getting upset. He created a special night for me last night, showering, shaving, putting on special cologne, turning on romantic music, laying in bed and waiting for me to come home. He kissed and caressed me and talked about how he thinks the problem is we try to change each other and not accept each other for how and who we are, that I tell him too often how he's wrong for what he's doing, and that he likes flirting and he likes the thrill of first meeting a person and while he can try to control and tame it for me it makes him resentful and restless because he feels he cannot be himself.

 

For my part I'm trying to understand but I feel like he gets frustrated with me when I try to talk about it and ends up getting mad because I don't understand him. I am truly trying very hard, because to me if he wants to be with me and I want to be with him than this is just an issue that open communication can solve.

 

I suppose I have to do the hardest thing for a female and remove my worry and fear. I am a naturally insecure person, and my bf becomes easily obsessed and infatuated with new relationships until he gets bored, so my worry and fear is that he will leave me if he becomes too emotionally involved.

 

Is there a way to set boundaries where he can fill his needs yet not go "too far"?

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it's just the thrill of someone not knowing anything about him and him getting them to fall for him and once the newness wears off he gets bored and stops

 

So... even if you know and are aware that this is just a game for him, what about the girl at the other end? I'm sorry, but someone who is willing to use and hurt other people in his "game" doesn't sound like much of a catch to me.

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Look, as human beings we all have the feelings he describes as the thrill, if its swinging, cheating or just dating and getting to the next level.

 

His excuses are just that excuses for his negative behavior. The key question is are you comfortable with the type of relationship he is evolving your current one into.

 

It would seem you are willing to turn a blind eye, and wait for the anonymous relationship that he perpetrates behind your back to end because of the "loving feeling" when he tries to make up.

 

Your statement about swinging raises another eyebrow, because the definition acceptable around here does not include "secret" relationships. Ideally, both members of the couple, married or not, share all information and know where the other is, or what they are attempting to do, before it happens with PERMISSION from the absent person.

 

The whole concept of its easier to beg forgiveness than to ask permission is a great tag line for most places, but not in this lifestyle.

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Look, as human beings we all have the feelings he describes as the thrill, if its swinging, cheating or just dating and getting to the next level.

 

His excuses are just that excuses for his negative behavior. The key question is are you comfortable with the type of relationship he is evolving your current one into.

 

It would seem you are willing to turn a blind eye, and wait for the anonymous relationship that he perpetrates behind your back to end because of the "loving feeling" when he tries to make up.

 

Your statement about swinging raises another eyebrow, because the definition acceptable around here does not include "secret" relationships. Ideally, both members of the couple, married or not, share all information and know where the other is, or what they are attempting to do, before it happens with PERMISSION from the absent person.

 

The whole concept of its easier to beg forgiveness than to ask permission is a great tag line for most places, but not in this lifestyle.

 

I think I did not make it clear that he does NOT want to keep it secretive from me, he only did that b/c of my anger and now wants to begin to share that with me. Not every little detail, but just make me aware of the situation. And I think it's important to point out that nothing is currently happening, we are just preparing for future circumstance b/c we don't want to come that close to losing our relationship again.

 

To the person who said something about "what about the other girl" this last girl was actually friends with me and KNEW he was happily in a relationship with me and decided to go ahead with it anyways. Sure, it isn't right to lead a girl on, but frankly any girl who willingly puts her heart on the line for a man who she knows is with someone else deserves what she gets. Hmmm, I think i just kicked my own ass there b/c then what does that say about me if I'm with a man who i know is willing to deceive a girl and put his relationship on the line for a thrill? Maybe I deserve what I get if I'm willing to accept it, I don't know. I'm still trying to figure this out I guess.

 

I apologize if it ever seemed implied that swingers are people who have secretive lives or relationship or anything of that nature. I understand that swing is mostly about trust and honesty and would never try to degrade it to something shady or obscene. It's just that people who swing tend to have a more open mind when it comes to boundaries of sexual/emotional commitment. If I'm wrong, please forgive me, like I said, still trying to figure it out.

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I think the thrill of newness is one of the big charms of swinging, MLP. Most of us enjoy it very much.

 

I don't think your Posslq is going about it the right way. It really is pretty brutal to tread on another person's emotions purely to gain a thrill for oneself.

 

Y'all need to ask a lot of questions, share a lot of answers, and look for a way to harness his need for variety.

 

Maybe swinging is the answer; the current situation is not.

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Sure, it isn't right to lead a girl on, but frankly any girl who willingly puts her heart on the line for a man who she knows is with someone else deserves what she gets. Hmmm, I think i just kicked my own ass there b/c then what does that say about me if I'm with a man who i know is willing to deceive a girl and put his relationship on the line for a thrill? Maybe I deserve what I get if I'm willing to accept it, I don't know.

 

Yes, you pretty much nailed it right there. The basic tenets of swinging are based on respect, communication, and solid relationships. You have none of these at present. He does not respect your wishes. Of course he hid things from you because he knew you wouldn't be happy. And despite your efforts to be understanding, you still aren't happy. He did not communicate these desires to you openly, nor is he being upfront with these girls he seeks emotional connections with.

 

we are just preparing for future circumstance b/c we don't want to come that close to losing our relationship again.

This is proof that you do not have a solid relationship. Swinging does NOT fix broken relationships, it only enhances what is already there. If there is a crack in the foundation, it WILL crumble.

 

I am not seeking to criticize you. I am trying to help you learn more about the lifestyle so that you may figure out where you want to go from here.

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Instead of playing with people's feeling and hurting and deceiving them for his own fun, let's say that he is raping teenage girls instead, or perhaps robbing banks, or bilking little old ladies out of their social security checks. Then would you want to be trying to understand and support his pastimes???

 

What he is doing is wrong. Period. It is bad behavior and it is hurting and deceiving other people for his fun and amazement. You are trying to support and accommodate this bad behavior, that makes you bad too.

 

This is not some sexual quirk or some kind of cute little fetish, this is predatory and abusive behavior. He will not be interested in swinging because one of the bedrock foundational concepts in swinging is honesty and open communication.

 

This man is not just a loser he is a predator, a con man and a narcissist. He takes pleasure in deceiving and hurting other people. The person he is going to hurt the most over time is YOU.

 

I realize there are people that get caught up with bad people and they feel trapped and alone. What I don't get is that you KNOW what he is doing is wrong and yet you want to work with him and support this abusive pastime of his. That makes YOU a co-conspirator and an enabler.

 

Since you wanted sincere advice and not for people to tell you to leave him so here is my advice - Prepare yourself for a life of pain and torment and abuse. If you have minor children in your home, send them off to live with other relatives so they do not become his (and your) victims and they don't have to pay the price of your decisions. Try to squirrel away as much money as you can and do not let him near it because manipulators and narcissists will do whatever they can to get what they want regardless of the pain and suffering to other people.

 

You have only seen the tip of the iceberg and he has only 'fessed up to a tiny fraction of what he is doing. You are going to be in for a long, painful road ahead of you.

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+11tybillion for NewPants! Said it perfectly.

 

Bottom line, swinging/cheating or not, you are in a horribly unhealthy relationship with a VERY BAD MAN (and I use "man" loosely).

 

Please quit enabling his wretched behavior. Leave him TODAY. Then, please do look at yourself and why you'd be even remotely attracted to such a person. Because something tells me this is a trend and until you can stop this destructive behavior then you'll always be unhappy deep down.

 

I'd like to go out on a limb and say that I betcha he's emotionally and probably physically abusive so if you need help or support in leaving him then please don't hesitate to get it!

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Perhaps this coin has another side. I think this behavior is made easier through the internet with all the interactive blogs, chat rooms and flirt forums. I also think there are some folks that can manage some semblance of balance with the online flirting and perhaps even cybering (sexual chat). I think most folks that engage this behavior see it as a fun game with some sexual excitement and the intent that no one falls off the deep end and gets hurt. People, being what they are, some of them are going to be compulsive about this and maybe neglect other responsibilities. I think it CAN be a reasonably healthy game and maybe even a precursor to swinging or some other kind of sharing.

 

 

We can't tell from here if anyone is into this deeper than they can control or deeper than is healthy. One thing that is clearly obvious from your description is that you two are not on the same page with this - and perhaps that's the biggest concern. This is a good opportunity for you two to learn to communicate better with each other. I suggest you try to learn his perspective and motivation - have him share his adventure with you in whatever way you both can agree to. Use the opportunity to get closer to each other and you can keep an eye out for any danger signals. He can also gain a better understanding of your concerns and be a rich source of sexual fantasy to help keep the spark fresh between ya'll.

 

First things first, both of you must find the motivation to improve your communication with each other.

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He gets a cheap thrill out of meeting women online and running whatever 'con' he's running. And anyone that is running a 'con' has one goal--keep running the 'con'. Seventy percent of men do not cheat on their wives. A smaller percentage cheat a lot and across multiple marriages. It's one of those lies that happen with statistics.

 

Again, he likes the thrill of lying and pretending. He even may like the thrill of being caught by you. It's never going to get better and you really deserve better, or, maybe you don't. That's a choice I leave to you. And lastly, this is simply what you've caught him at, the really awful stuff are the things you don't know yet.

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Let me recap how I understood what you have said. I paraphrased what you said in bold and added observations or comments of mine in Italics. You might want to read the bold paraphrase first without my comments just so you know how what you are saying sounds. My advice is in the last paragraph if you want to jump to it first.

 

  1. Dating for 2 years and live with a guy you met online -- check
  2. You say you two are very much alike, open and understanding -- check
  3. You find out online relationships are his fetish with him. The kind were he gets women that don't know him (except for your friend of course, who KNEW he was in a happy relationship ) to fall for him and drops them once they do because he gets bored. -- This shouldn't be a huge surprise as he met you online
  4. 6 months ago he started another online relationship without your prior knowledge. -- You say you came here to get away from people calling him a cheater. People in the LS call it cheating too, and frankly have less tolerance for cheaters than the vanilla world, do a quick search for cheaters on this site and you will see what I mean
  5. The only reason he did not tell you because he was afraid you would be mad and upset, and you did. But he would really prefer to tell you and from now on he will tell you everything, well almost everything -- So you said you are both understanding, he clearly did not think you would be and you were not. But he still went forward without out your knowledge knowing you would be upset.
  6. You found out after a week but it went on another 7-8 weeks. -- Now you know he is cheating, he knows your are upset, but continues on for several more weeks regardless of how you feel
  7. Currently he is not engaged in this activity, but you both want to prepare for future circumstance assuming it will resume. -- He is not currently as far as you know anyway. The thing about liars, and cheaters are liars, is they continue to do it.
  8. You decided not to leave him but to be understanding, and forgive him, even though you were hurt. -- Okay, forgiveness is part of the foundation of solid relationships
  9. After being found out he lavished you by taking a shower and shaving, putting on special cologne, kissing caressing etc.. Can we assume the make up sex was great. -- Okay, this is straight out of the "Player's Handbook" Chapter 1 - make peace with material gestures
  10. He tells you the problem is you both are not accepting each of for who you are and trying to change each other. And that you should not keep telling him what he is doing is wrong. -- "Player's Handbook" Chapter 2 - Shift the blame, make the act of cheating as much her fault as his, if possible make it all her fault
  11. He tells you he can control his urges if you want him to, but warns you it will make him resentful and restless because he is not being his true self. -- "Player's Handbook" Chapter 3 - Here is why I won't change, so it is up to you to change
  12. You try to talk to him about it but feel he gets mad because you don't understand him -- Just and FYI, there are plenty of reason in your post to avoid the LS, but the fact you cannot talk openly, particularly about his infidelity, is enough reason alone to avoid the LS. The ability to communicate is critical
  13. You are positive that you both want to be with the other, and this is nothing that cant be solved by just communicating better -- Clearly you want to be with him, you are making excuses for his behavior, taking on the burden of his infidelity. I don't however, see much from his side that suggest he is remorseful and intends to work on making your relationship work if he has to do anything different from what he is doing now. TO be fair, we have not heard his side, but since you are pleading his case with your words, I still think it is fair to say.
  14. You are paranoid he will do it again, because he likes the thrill of the chase, and he becomes easily obsessed and infatuated with new relationships until he gets bored -- How does that saying go, "Just because I am paranoid, doesn't mean it's not true" - of course you are paranoid, you KNOW it will happen again. From what you said he has made no pretense that it wouldn't.
  15. But you suppose that you just need to over come your naturally insecurities so you can remove any worry and fear that he might become to emotionally involved and leave you -- I am all for overcoming insecurities, I hope you do. However, I don't think it is your insecurities telling you he will leave, I think it is his behavior patterns
  16. You are okay with him having a sexual relationship, just not an emotional one, so you want to set some boundaries for him to get what he needs without going "too far" and leaving you. -- I think "too far" has come and gone, besides what makes you think he will follow any boundaries, he has already lied to you and done so without real remorse
  17. You understand why he cheats, because men have uncontrollable animalistic urges and most men are cheating anyway so there is some moral relevance. -- You are just trying to make yourself feel better with this one.
  18. He calls it "games" to get women to fall for him online, that bothers you because he is betraying you emotionally. -- He is betraying them emotionally as well, lying to them, leading them on and dropping them, sounds like a real catch
  19. You know it isn't right to lead a girls on, but they get what they deserves since they know they are fooling around with a man who is with someone else . But you are still trying to figure out if "getting what they deserve" applies to you as well. -- First, outside of your "friend" I doubt they know he is in a happy relationship, in fact it doesn't sound like he is, you certainly don't seem happy. You have no idea what he is telling those women, including your friend.
  20. You would like to think he wouldn't do it again, but know that would be lying to yourself -- You certainly have that right.
  21. You want to find away to let him do what he wants as long as it doesn't hurt you -- Not sure that is possible, and what about the other women he is hurting. If he is so willing to hurt them, it is not much of a stretch to figure out he will hurt you again.
  22. You think swinging might possibly be the answer -- Swinging definitely does not sound like a good idea for you guys. Even if you think your relationship is stable enough, you would bring far too much drama to the table for most couples to want to deal with.

Ironically, when I first started reading your post, I was of the mindset that people make mistakes. Giving the guy a second chance and trying out the lifestyle might work for you. I don't believe that one mistake is enough to label a person a particular way for life. But as I continued to read I did a 180.

 

His words and actions tell you he is not going to change, he gets angry because you are trying to change him by simply expecting honesty. He turned the blame back on you for trying to change him from being his true self. And he is unable or unwilling to discuss it without getting angry. His words tell you that he WILL do it again even though it upsets you. I understand you are trying to find a compromise that keeps you together with the one you love, while giving him some freedom to do his thing. The problem is, the only compromise seems to be coming from you. That is not much of a relationship.

 

If you want to stay in a relationship with this guy you need to stay out of the LS for now at least, if not forever. He needs to stop what he is doing NOW and work on making the relationship about the two of you. If he loves you he can control his urges. You need to know which is more powerful, his love for you or his urges. I you can create a solid relationship, maybe someday, way down the road, you can talk about bring in others. But for now you relationship is too fragile to have a third person involved.

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We assume this goofball is actually "meeting" "women" online...who knows...he may be "meeting" moronic losers like himself and just thinks they're women. I hope so, anyway.

 

Most importantly though...I want to be clear here...

 

"NEGOTIATED INFIDELITY" IS BOTH OXYMORONIC AND NOT TO BE COMPARED TO SWINGING IN ANY WAY, SHAPE OR FORM.

 

My statement is in all caps for a singular reason...I was yelling.

 

I want the moderators to pull this thread...I don't want any new member to come along and see this comparison. It's wrong, dead wrong.

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Wow, okay...

 

I guess I appreciate the honesty tho I think it's going a tad far to say that flirting with girls online is comparable to rape and murder, but for the sake of argument I see your point.

 

The truth is I do love him and I excuse more than I should because I don't ever want to shut someone off without first considering their position and I'm notorious for trying to see the best and forget the bad in people which is a quality that is both good and bad.

 

I guess my problem is I want to help him. He has a had a rough childhood but when it comes down to it, he is just spoiled and expects to get his way. We have had many a fights because he shifts blame and accusation to the point he really has me question myself and as an Aquarius I used to pride myself on being an independent yet open minded woman.

 

Coupleerotic22 I think has helped me best in point by point describing things. If someone was in my shoes and I was giving advice I'd tell them they are crazy and to leave immediately but as I'm sure you can relate to it's never that easy. I've tried to leave a few times during the infidelity but I have decidedly co-dependent tendencies coupled with the fact that in all honesty I have no where to go and even if I did I'm not so sure that I'd want to because I have such a strong desire to help him. If I leave him there is a long line of women willing to deal with that kind of abuse and I'd much rather see him reformed I guess mainly because I see flashes of him wanting it really bad. I have asked myself what is wrong with me many times for wanting to stay, I run down a list of things that are common denominators in women who stay in relationships that are bad for them:

 

Do I have low self esteem? No, I am a fairly attractive mid-twenties woman who is smart, funny, a good listener, open and honest.

 

Do I think I can't do better? No, I am aware there are other fish in the sea and am hit on by other guys regularly, it's just that I don't feel anyway for them. I'm focused on my guy.

 

Do I think I deserve to be treated this way and that it is actually my fault? There are times that I live too deeply in his world and I do feel that I am partially to blame b/c maybe I'm not understanding or forgiving enough, but most of the time I realize that is nonsense and I give far more to the relationship than he ever has.

 

The only thing I can think of is I stay with him because I really want to help him, maybe I want to change him and that's probably not what a psychiatrist would suggest, but I care too much about him to just let him self destruct, I feel like nobody cares enough about him to teach him right from wrong and that's condemning him to a miserable life. Is there really NO way to get people to see the error in there ways? I am probably too naive but I can't seem to muster up enough malice to actually leave him to himself since that is his worst enemy.

 

It is obvious that condoning and tolerating his behavior is not an option. I realize that now b/c if a group of open minded people can tell me that it's crazy, then it really truly is and it's not just me being selfish as he says. I just don't know how to do what I need to do and I don't even want to leave. I just want us both to be happy and maybe that is a terribly myopic and impossible feat. I was hoping maybe it was me because I can change me easily, it is him that is so difficult to change.

 

Thank you all for your responses. I realize now LS is not the right path for this relationship at this time, and I apologize for posting in it in this forum, I just so desperately wanted hope and I guess there just is none.

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I guess my problem is I want to help him. He has a had a rough childhood but when it comes down to it, he is just spoiled and expects to get his way.

 

The only thing I can think of is I stay with him because I really want to help him.

 

I don't think there is anything wrong that you posted here. It's best to make an informed decision. What I think is sad is that he is living his life for himself and you're living your life for him too. What about you? I worry that by staying you aren't helping, you're enabling. You can't help someone who doesn't feel they need help or admits they have a problem. That also puts you in the relationship for all the wrong reasons. You're life needs to be about you too. A healthy relationship compliments each other and you BOTH flourish.

 

If you decide to stay in the relationship I'm going to strongly suggest to receive individual counseling so you don't lose yourself while dealing with the relationship. You may feel strong now but it doesn't take but a few years of a relationship like this to lose yourself and forget who you ever were. I know, I've been there.

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MLP wrote: I've tried to leave a few times during the infidelity but I have decidedly co-dependent tendencies coupled with the fact that in all honesty I have no where to go...

 

There is a national organization of shelters for abused spouses. They accept both male and female although women are, by far, their biggest group of clients. Here in Tulsa it's called DVIS "Domestic Violence Intervention Service." The abuse does not have to be physical for them to help but if he ever beats you up, you'll know where to go.

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I apologize for posting in it in this forum

 

Please don't apologize for posting!! You came to a good place and there are lots of peeps here who want to help. Stick around. Post as much or as little as you wish.

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A couple of comments:

 

I guess I appreciate the honesty tho I think it's going a tad far to say that flirting with girls online is comparable to rape and murder, but for the sake of argument I see your point.

 

Agreed, that was way too harsh. While I think your guy is likely manipulative and won't change, those were not apt comparisons.

 

I guess my problem is I want to help him.

 

You can't help him, he has to want to change and lead the change. You can support him in what he does to change himself, but you cannot be the agent of change in his life. Besides expressing some glimmers of hope that he wants to change, has he done anything to actually change? Has he made massive changes in his life to affect a positive change? Has he sought out professional help? Look at his actions, not his words. Words will mask the truth, actions speak for themselves.

 

I run down a list of things that are common denominators in women who stay in relationships that are bad for them:

 

It is far too easy for anyone to get stuck into an emotionally detrimental relationship regardless of whether they fit the typical mold of women who are in abusive relationships or not. Plenty of intelligent and confident women find themselves caught in those traps. Whether this is abusive or just not good for you is almost immaterial in my opinion. There should be one question you need to answer:

 

Is this relationship truly making me happy right now?

 

Forget about how good it could be if something changed. Is it making you happy right now? If it is not making you happy right now then you need to make a change. What that change will be is in your hands. Expecting your guy will change, or can change, is not likely. Unless he makes strides to undertake massive change in himself he will always be like he is right now, in the long term. Short term changes might happen, but you'll always find yourself back where you are emotionally right now.

 

Good luck!

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First, don't apologize for posting, that is what the forum is for. I think it would be great if you stuck around. Most people (read vanilla's) would be stunned at the solid relationship advice that comes from the these forums. But what they do not realize is that, for the most part, swingers have very strong relationships. If they don't then they wouldn't last long in the lifestyle.

 

Second, yes some of the advice can be harsh, but it comes out of experience, not always LS experience, often just life itself. And you are right infidelity and felony crimes do not equate. I missed reading that so I am not sure what the poster was trying to convey. I posted in bullet points so you could see what you were saying through another persons perspective. I am glad it helped.

 

Third, I think you can help him, but only if he wants to change and is willing to accept help. Having a rough life or not, is not really an issue. People can and do overcome rough childhood circumstances everyday. But that comes at the price of realizing they are not the center of the universe and that some people care enough to help. Sometimes that help comes to them in ways they cannot appreciate and sometimes even feel as if they are being attacked.

 

Finally, you need to ask yourself what price you are willing to pay. If you try to help someone that is unwilling to change and doesn't see their own flaws or is unwilling to change them, then you might push them away, for good. If you capitulate in order to maintain a relationship that has major flaws you stand to lose something even greater, yourself and your happiness.

 

You clearly seem willing to give in the relationship, but that giving must be reciprocated. Relationships fail when only one party is willing to work on it and is the only one giving. Loving relationships are contradictory. It is about giving everything and expecting nothing in return. In a loving relationship both parties do that. It is about making compromises where both parties are happy, not where one side always gets their way. And not where there is some kind of score card where each has thing they are happy about but others they are not. It is about sacrificing for each other without sacrificing your happiness. Yes, things do sometimes get lopsided, but in a solid relationship, both parties give and things tend to come back to equilibrium.

 

It is a strange balance that is difficult to find. I wouldn't ask my wife to do something that would make her unhappy, nor would she ask that of me. But neither of us would do something that would make the other unhappy either. These strange contradictions are what make real love hard to find, but also what makes it so special when you do .

 

Enough of me waxing poetic and philosophical.

 

Good luck and I hope you stick with the boards.

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Thank you guys, I appreciate the support and the listening ear and will stick around and pop my head in every now and again. I'm not surprised to learn you have great relationship advice, however as anyone who can happily let go of their jealous, insecurities and misgivings in order to share their partner with others must not only have a strong grasp on how a healthy relationship works, but also have a clearly independent mind in order to think for one's self what is "right" instead of what society tells them.

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Please understand who you're talking too when coming here...we are from wildly varying backgrounds with a common thread.

 

Your situation is very familiar to me...my brother fought and fought to save a relationship with a selfish person who had been "abused" or had "had it rough" when they were young. I watched him be twisted and turned over the years and then become bitter when she announced that she was divorcing him because he was controlling...his was heart broken.

 

The effort you invest in this situation my be right for you...but it a similar situation turned out poorly in our lives...which explains our reaction...in the end, you will see all sides and be better prepared to make the best decision for you.

 

Please understand my rant about "negotiated infidelity/swinging"...

 

"Negotiated infidelity" is when one-half of a couple tolerates their partner's indiscretions...

 

"Swinging" is a mutual agreement between a couple to have sex with others...

 

I wouldn't want you to think for a moment that Mrs. Ekies and I have negotiated with each other to be unfaithful to one another. It's quite the opposite in fact, we have discussed in detail having sex with each other and others...so long as we do it together.

 

We as swingers have a very difficult time helping others to understand what we do and why...and using "negotiated infidelity" and "swinging" in the same sentence as interchangeable terms does not help our cause. Imagine if your husband was discussing swinging with you and the first thing you read was a sentence where infidelity and swinging are used interchangeably...

 

Please accept my apology for my "coarseness". I'm truly trying to help.

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