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  1. I am not sure if all your various warnings about him possibly "sucking" hit home or what... but I went over their ... did my little workout... (little hell.. I am SORE... he "helped me" work my calves on his calf machine... and after that I really wanted my husband to CARRY me home and just toss me in bed... and TODAY (2 days later) I can barely stand up! OUCH! (However, there is something somewhat sexy about a man standing behind you saying ok come on... up on your toes there.. 45 more!! well... actually no... there's not... by the time I was done I was sweating like a PIG(LOL) Fortunately.. so was he and hubby... so their horrid smell covered mine right up! By the end though I was... just NOT turned on.. not at ALL... (which is kinda odd generally after a workout at home I am tired... but not DEAD! However... I think I kinda went numb too... the idea of being turned down does not sit with me too well. I have a delicate ego.. what can I say
  2. No worries like I said lots of gaps.... and also as I said.. I would REALLY hate to be disappointed..... but... I suppose sometimes just the "end of the conquest" so to speak is satisfaction in and of itself... Honestly, part of this I think is my own ego... I want to just to see if I can. Now I have thought on this for a bit... and felt bad for a bit thinking.. "Am I using him to get some kinda ego boost?" but then realize... "Wouldn't he be using me to get off and maybe get a ego boost of his own?!" .. so, its give and take... really.... As I said though, if it happens it'll be one of those spontaneous things.. I think my husband walking up and saying "Hey.. my wife REALLY wants to fuck you." would just be a BIT much in the way of PRESSURE... hehe Honestly I wanna work out with him... that's his "thing" so... if I could get in his gym... **smiles** (Besides! its the ONE thing we have in common!)
  3. nah, we didn't take anything to heart... there were a LOT of little details that I never really thought about giving out... his marital status and all... since I would never "party" with a guy who was cheating it was a non-issue for me and... I just did not even consider that in the mix. I guess I never considered that as a possibility (the "swinging" with a married person whose spouse was in the dark...) I guess the best way would just be straight up and quit with the strange back and forth games.... (don't get me wrong.. games can be fun but this is just getting crazy.) Though Tiger has been telling me for the past year that this person is my "forbidden fruit" -- in other words "Everyone wants what they can't have... so if I got what I wanted... would it really be as good as I have managed to build it up to be... Honestly if we did go for it.. I would not wanna be him... seeing as I have some pretty hefty expectations (LOL) I am thinking this is one of those things better left as fantasy cause I'd be AWFULLY disappointed were he not to live up... As far as "obsession" I don't think I am obsessed or anything.... I just really get turned on by 3 things... (ironically) he is older - around 50 or so... pretty much bald and HARD as a rock...(I mean.. everywhere not just THERE THAT is what I like! can't really explain it.. but you don't find many men that fit into all three of those really... (however, Tiger says.. "at least I don't have to worry about getting older and losing my hair..." We are gonna just kinda chill a bit and just see what happens at the next - and our last - little party. We'll see...
  4. wow... lots of... stuff here.... *I have not been drunk on every occasion.* and, after asking my husband about it.. neither was he.... I was drunk on one occasion though.. he just drinks a little more often then me. He is not married, and we don't know of any girlfriends. As far as the insinuation that my husband has some kinda ulterior motive.. he never has before... if he did I would figure he would tell me. We have never been much on dirty little secrets... I am gonna GO EAT... I will come back and weed through the rest in a bit.. just wanted to let you know I am here and I can hear ya!
  5. I think he *knows* I like him.. he just doesn't realize that its .. ok.... we flirt back and forth at parties a LOT.... (well, flirting in a way that would not be blatently obvious to anyone else there....) at least.. I *think* we are flirting.. we are so careful I could be misreading everthing and seeing what I want to... However.. I did get trunk and cop a fell one night... (he was drunk as well.. and never said a word .... so I wonder if he even rememebers.... not to mention he tries to pull me away from everyone else quite a bit... (show me new gym equptment in his gym... ) not to mention when he pulled his back last year.. he couldn't sit down.. but instead would stand up with his foot in a chair.. and.. (we were in a place with limited seating..) he made sure I sat in his chair and kept his foot between my thighs... THAT was .. probably a bit obvious.. but again nothing was ever said.. and by the time hubby and I got to the little get together Fred and the other 2 there had already wiped out a bottle of Jack... I would feel if he would ever flirt with me when he was NOT trashed
  6. Ok... this is a little odd but have had a "thing" for hubby's boss for about a year and a half now. And hubby is about to leave his job for another one... Hubby is all ok with me being with other men (as long as it won't screw up his career and... taking for granted he gets to have a little fun too.) So... is it like... OK after hubby quites and ilonger in a professional type relationship with this person?? BETTER question.. I don't even know if he's into this, though I do catch him staring a lot.... How do you tell someone... hey I just want to have a little fun with you?! If you are not sure what they are into or have no clue as to how to breech the subject... Though part of me is afraid to pursue this at all... what if he were to react badly... or something... yeesh I don't know.
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