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Thanks so much for you comments! I'm very similar to your wife agreatguy, for some reason it does make a world of difference. I am processing my thoughts and seeing him more of a guiding light. I was worried that I'd come off boring, stupid insecurities, he's reassured me "you even considering this is far from it" My SO has had 5 years experience with an ex, he was really young at the time though so it was mostly about partying and orgys from the stories I've heard?. It does sound like he needs to work out new boundaries with me though. Which is actually great, we are constantly and comfortably talking about it. Our first meet up is in two weeks, so I'm getting more and more excited.

I’m struggling to come to terms with the fact that I’ll be figuring this all out on my own? He knows what goes on, the other couple will most likely know what goes on, how things work, the hilarious, the awkwardness, how sexy it can get. All the stories are of couples sorting it all out together. I was just wondering if anyone out there went through the same situation. Because I’m 100% down and don’t want to let awkwardness (which am) get in the way of it. I feel I’d just be mute and let him do everything, and it wouldn’t be the normal introduction, he would never do this to me on purpose, but it could potentially move too quickly. Any thoughts on the subject?