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txgal15

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About txgal15

  • Rank
    Just Getting Started
  • Birthday 03/02/1993

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  • Relationship Status
    Couple
  • Location
    Bahrain
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    xx/xx/xxxx
  1. Thank you everyone who has responded. I think there just needs to be more time to gain trust back before we continue. What you have all said has been really helpful and I've talked to him and we both agree to put our marriage first and work on getting that trust back.
  2. Both my husband and I and interested in the swinging experience. We have experienced a threesome and foursome with my husband included as one of those Males. It just happened and it was great but left me with uneasy emotions afterwards. Although it was for my pleasure and my husbands by watching and being a part of it I have felt horrible about myself and I'll explain why. A week after my husband and I got married I found out he was cheating up until the day we got married. Now we're coming up on 2 years of marriage and I still haven't let go of the past. I have lost a lot of confidence with myself, and trust with him that I haven't fully been able to get back. So we talk about meeting new people and experiencing another hook up but I have so many doubts. I would love to eventually introduce a woman into the bedroom but I struggle with what he has done in the past. He understands and is okay with it but I don't feel its fair. And I feel in the back of my mind it bothers him. Now as far as confidence goes.. I felt like complete shit after the high of experiencing pleasure from other men. Idk I was so worried how I was or looked and ect. They all enjoyed it but I was left feeling like I did something wrong. I feel those emotions come from the cheating. He hasn't;t done anything since, that I know of. But I get scared he'll go off and stray or if we do introduce a woman..I will hate it afterwards. It's been a constant struggle but I don't want this to be the end of the possibilities of swinging... Anyone have advice or have been through this??
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