Hello everyone, I am 24 years old and have been married to my high school sweetheart for a little over 4 years. Our relationship was always very traditional until one night at a party, one of his female coworkers started kissing me after a conversation. Somehow this led to me telling her I was attracted to women. After the party we discussed threesomes and eventually decided we wanted to try it.
A few months later we took a vacation to visit one of our female friends from high school. After 5 awesome, but short days, it was ALMOST everything I had hoped for. However I was a little disappointed, because even though we had discussed everything prior to us visiting, she thought I would end up backing out so she barely touched me even after I did everything I could to break her out of her shell.
Since then she has gotten into a relationship and while her and her partner swing, my husband and I are not looking for other couples. Watching my husband be with her turned me on a lot more than I ever could have thought it would have, but he would never be able to handle another man touching his precious gemstone
We have talked about continuing on this adventure and have been diligently looking for a new friend. We have been having difficulties though because it is extremely hard to find someone online... I only have a handful of female friends that I am close to enough to ask... all of which have boyfriends or aren't interested in something like that. I am also very very shy and have a hard time meeting new people and making friends. We know that it makes the other woman more comfortable if its me that initiates things but I don't know where to start. I don't even know where to meet someone. So basically that is what brings me here... I need advice from people with more experience.
