A while back, my husband talked about swinging and we finally decided to do it. We settled on a MFM for our first experience, mainly because he knew of an acquaintance of his that I thought was attractive and knew was willing. The experience was ok, but I felt terrible guilt afterwards for having sex with another man. It took me a long time to get over feeling uncomfortable and put it behind me. Now my husband has found a lady online that is willing to join us for a threesome. This has caused us problems and need to know what to do.
I told him that I was unsure of going through with another threesome based on how I felt on the previous occasion and now seeing him have sex with another woman compounds the problem. He got very upset with me, saying I got my enjoyment but he can't get his. I don't know what to do. On one hand, if I don't do it, he is going to be angry with me. But if I do it, I have a feeling I will feel bad about it.