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About two years ago my husband mentioned he wanted to watch me get fucked by somebody else. Over the past year he has been pushing it on me every day, and he gets so turned on even thinking about another man fucking me. He sends me pics he has found on the net to make me get more and more into it.

 

My question is, am I in the right place?

 

I'm starting to get more and more into the thought of it. But I'm not sure where to start. The only thing is, I don't want him being sexual with other people. Is there a place in swinging for someone like me?

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Seeing that you have just signed up. I want to say, welcome to Swingersboard.

 

I do not perceive your question as being whether or not you can properly place yourself into a category like swing. What I perceive in your story is that your husband's behavior is not normal. Having sex with another man while he watches can, within a context, be normal. His obsession, however, will lead both of you into trouble and it is damaging your relationship with each other.

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Hello and welcome!

Now, I'm only speaking from hearing one side of this story but this feels like a wife who is a pleaser by nature and will go outside her comfort zone to please. This is not an unusual fantasy but it would be better if you both came together on deciding to go forward. His constant pushing would cause anyone would to cave eventually. Depending on your upbringing, going forward could have some long term issues. Look out for your own well being on this one. Go forward if the idea really appeals. A lot of women that do this love it. If you love sex, if you can have sex just for fun, you might give it a shot. No regrets right? I have a feeling though, that if you start doing this, you may also start hearing new ideas. Just be careful.

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The only thing is, I don't want him being sexual with other people. Is there a place in swinging for someone like me?

 

Yes, there are couples who do that... where only one member of the couple plays with others and the other just watches. The key is good communication. First and foremost, you must be absolutely sure that your husband understands and is OK with this restriction. The big danger of "unequal" play is that partners can grow resentful and this causes drama. Drama is bad. You also must make sure that anyone you play with also understands this - that you alone will play and that your husband will watch.

 

As for being the "right place" I would say if you are looking for a place where you can freely ask any questions you have about swinging and sexuality in general, and get a wide variety of honest, helpful and largely non-judgmental answers, you are - IMHO - in the best place in the world internet! Welcome to Swingersboard. :)

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:Welcome: from Oklahoma, Wants to find! Thank you for posting a vital question to anyone contemplating swinging.

 

It would seem y'all communicate well, that there is no fear of a bad reaction when a question is asked. You might find it revealing if, the next time he asks (this evening?) you ask my late wife's question, "What would you like to see, Darling?"

 

You can learn more about Laura and my philosophy if you click "here" below and read the free section. Don't buy the book. A better version has been written and is in the editing process now.

 

We're glad to have you with us!

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I have a feeling though, that if you start doing this, you may also start hearing new ideas. Just be careful.

 

I believe what JandK might be aluding to here is a real possibility that if you do open up your marriage to you playing with another man, there is a possibility that he could expect some reciprocity. Even though it is currently out of bounds.

 

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Just be careful if you go ahead with it all - some guys love the idea but reality can be a bitch, make sure you have some ground rules for the 1st time or so - I am not saying this will happen but it's best to really be on the same page and not just taking one for the team.

 

Hope all goes well.

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It's hard to guess from your description whether your husband perceives a mutual interest and thinks he's helping while you feel like he's pushing...or if he really is knowingly trying to push something on you that you don't really want.

 

Aside from that, yes, this is a thing that people do and it's very common. "Hotwifing" and "cuckolding" are two different types of things, but both involve the woman having sex with other men. The obvious and most important question is whether or not you're actually interested in having sex with other men...regardless of whether or not he would be playing with other women. Don't get pushed into something you don't want to do.

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Seeing that you have just signed up. I want to say, welcome to Swingersboard.

 

I do not perceive your question as being whether or not you can properly place yourself into a category like swing. What I perceive in your story is that your husband's behavior is not normal. Having sex with another man while he watches can, within a context, be normal. His obsession, however, will lead both of you into trouble and it is damaging your relationship with each other.

 

 

I do not understand how anyone can say what will get your relationship in trouble without knowing both sides of it, and by that both his and yours.

 

I can say in the swingers world, No means No and should be respected whether it is between two partners or other couples.

 

Have you directly asked your husband why he wants to see you with other men and have you voiced your concerns.

 

I suspect that one motivation behind it might be once you agree to being with another man he believes you may soften and allow him to be with another woman. I would find out if that is really what is behind it all.

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I suspect that one motivation behind it might be once you agree to being with another man he believes you may soften and allow him to be with another woman. I would find out if that is really what is behind it all.

 

Ditto.

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I do not understand how anyone can say what will get your relationship in trouble without knowing both sides of it, and by that both his and yours.

 

I can say in the swingers world, No means No and should be respected whether it is between two partners or other couples.

 

Have you directly asked your husband why he wants to see you with other men and have you voiced your concerns.

 

I suspect that one motivation behind it might be once you agree to being with another man he believes you may soften and allow him to be with another woman. I would find out if that is really what is behind it all.

 

This may or may not be the primary motivation on the part of her husband. I can attest to the desire and pleasure of watching my wife with another man WITHOUT any hidden or secondary motivations. That, in and of itself, is a huge turn-on.

 

Meanwhile, I think most of us here join in encouraging her to take care of herself and to be sure that she is not coerced into doing something that she doesn't want to do.

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Sounds to me like there is not alot supporting you moving forward with this idea. This is no small move to make honey and it shouldn't be made unless you are 100% sure you're ready. Please don't do it simply because you want to please your man OK? This can ruin the experience for ALL involved. One rule of thumb that we adhere to is that EVRRYBODY must be passionately into the situation before we move forward. If you find yourself sharing the same passion for the encounter that your man has then and only then IMO is it safe to step forward.

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Do the two of you Role Play his fantasy ? My wife and I started Role Playing my fantasy and we both have incredible sex when we Role Play ...

She has found that Hotwifing turns her on but she insists that Role Playing is as far as she is willing to go ... I am more than happy with were we are and I have told her that this goes at the speed she wants it to go and that she is totally in charge and that it will only go as far as she wants it to go ... If.you haven't Role Played try it and then talk to him about you being in charge of the pace of moving forward and how far you will go with his fantasy !

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I agree with the last post, I feel you guys should go only as fast as the slowest person. Talk it over, a lot, and decide what you guys are comfortable with experimenting with. I understand the notion that some people may have hidden agendas and are trying to get you to "soften" up on the idea of letting them fuck other women, but don't discount that there are guys like me out there also that genuinely LOVE to see their wife fuck other people. I love to participate at the same time also. I have thought about the idea of the traditional, full swap, situation, and have often thought that I would be too distracted by wanting to watch my wife to enjoy the other woman at the same time! This fetish is real.

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Sex is enjoyable and it's depends on you, so you must consult with your husband about your like and dislike. I think you not like to sex with other man and if you are not fully satisfied then you can use some new and different types of sex toys and feel better.

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My wife was just like you!

 

My wife was/is so sexy and loved having sex with me. I began to fantasize what it would be like to see her enjoying sex to the point that I brought up the idea of recording us. Setting up a camera and making a video. NO WAY!

 

I couldn't get the idea out of my mind of being "out of my body" and watching her getting fucked.

 

My fantasy soon turned from imagining me fucking her into imagining that it was someone else fucking her.

 

I couldn't get those images out of my mind. The image of someone else fucking her turned into an obsession. I began to try to talk her into trying it to make my favorite fantasy come true.

 

She was shocked.

 

She couldn't understand why I would want another man to have sex with her. She thought I didn't love her anymore.

 

To me it wasn't about love. I loved her very much. It was just all about sex. Just another fun thing to do as a couple like going to the movies or out to a bar or restaurant.

 

It took me a long time talking her into trying it and when she finally did she LOVED it1

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My wife was just like you!

 

My wife was/is so sexy and loved having sex with me. I began to fantasize what it would be like to see her enjoying sex to the point that I brought up the idea of recording us. Setting up a camera and making a video. NO WAY!

 

I couldn't get the idea out of my mind of being "out of my body" and watching her getting fucked.

 

My fantasy soon turned from imagining me fucking her into imagining that it was someone else fucking her.

 

I couldn't get those images out of my mind. The image of someone else fucking her turned into an obsession. I began to try to talk her into trying it to make my favorite fantasy come true.

 

She was shocked.

 

She couldn't understand why I would want another man to have sex with her. She thought I didn't love her anymore.

 

To me it wasn't about love. I loved her very much. It was just all about sex. Just another fun thing to do as a couple like going to the movies or out to a bar or restaurant.

 

It took me a long time talking her into trying it and when she finally did she LOVED it1

 

 

This describes my wife and I pretty much perfectly! That is exactly how we both feel! It is like an obsession for me! i pretty much imagine another guy fucking my wife while i watch every time we have sex now!

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There are a lot of good posts so far. You guys sound a lot like me and my husband. When he brought up the idea of wanting to see me with another man, I was in shock at first, and not into the idea at all. Being with other people is not what I had in mind when we got married. Plus like others have said, I couldn't help but feel like he was trying to get me to do it so he would have an excuse to be with other women, which would just kill me. He would assure me that that wasn't the case, which would make me feel a little better, but I still didn't understand it.

Sometimes he would bring it up as "dirty talk" while we were having sex, which would sometimes be kind of a turn-on for me in the moment. After a while between that and some candid, honest (although sometimes awkward) communication, I started to trust that it really was just a fantasy of his to see me with another guy. Then it became easier and more of a turn-on for me, and I started to participate in the "dirty talk" too which I could tell really got him going.

The part where you said he pushes it on you every day sounds scary to me though. My opinion is this: its not something you should do just because he won't stop pestering you about it. Talk to him, even if it gets awkward at times (if you're like me, this was something that wasn't easy to talk about in the beginning), and be honest about how you feel about it and get him to do the same. If it's not something you are interested in, tell him that. I wouldn't think that constantly "pushing it on you" would be healthy if its not something you would like to do.

 

Are you in the right place? Reading on this site has helped me a lot. This exact fantasy is much more common than I ever imagined, which is kind of a relief to me since I thought he was crazy at first lol. So that made me feel better. But if you aren't into it, there are plenty of people here with good advice. Listen to them when they say don't do anything YOU don't want to do!

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Oh also,

as far as where to start, when my husband and I decided to definitely go through with it we decided that the first time would be just me with someone we knew well and trusted. We did it that way because we figured if one of us was unable to handle the reality of it, at least the drama would only be between me and my husband rather than dragging someone else into an awkward situation, and we could talk it out privately afterward.

 

I do know that some people advise against this kind of thing with someone you know, but we felt it was best in our particular situation, and it ended up working out really well for us. That's just one idea. And also, our experience really only applies if it is something you are really interested in. If you aren't, don't do it!

 

We wish you the best of luck!

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This is a response that perhaps your husband might need to read. My husband was exactly like this. For years, he was practically brainwashing me with the constant talk of seeing me with another man and how hot it would be, etc. Finally, after years of listening to this I decided to do it as a birthday present to him. This propelled us into the lifestyle as we chose a swing club for the experience. I realized in the club how much he got off on using me. Each time I did something that he begged for by the time we were in the car heading home, he was telling me what he wanted to see next time.

 

Fast forward 7 years, I fell in love with someone in the lifestyle who cared about me and my feelings. We are now married.

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