Here's some food for thought. I want you to listen carefully and do a lot of hard thinking.
As a recruiter for the Army some years ago, we were taught a saying to live by as often things could fall through the cracks.
"You can't have what you never had".
Maybe its time to cover your six and start think harder about the "what if's" that can happen in life. I'm sure you know what I'm talking about here. Worst case scenario, you two split up....let's hope not thought.
I've been a bad, bad, bad wittle boy. -Elmer Fud