Today is my B-Day and I want this day to be over already. I m not a very patient person in a first place but today it feels to extreme...
I didn't tell my BF that's my B-day today.
I am usually the one who brings drinks, treats, B-day gifts and remembers other details.
It would be nice to get a least a Happy Birthday from him but don't want ask about it. Want spend it with both of them (hubby and BF) and have a little play time and not sure if it will work. Have no idea how to ask...
We haven't played 3 of us together for a while and both of them have different styles of playing. Hubby's is more making sure that I came at least couple times and getting to the finish line and BF's slow and sensual and taking as much time as I want. They both are very smart men and can sense a lot. It would be my ultimate dream to go to the nice restaurant and then go to my BF's house for some playtime with both of them and not make any of them insecure. I do become totally different person when I am playing with each of them separately though, don't know if they need to see different parts of me.
Maybe I shouldn't even tell my BF about my
B-day? Somehow it feels like I want to be recognized today by him.
Sorry just rumbling a little.