DJean

I am completely new...My b/f, no, he and his ex wife lived this lifestyle throughout their entire marriage. We have discussed this subject numerous times and as interested or intrigued as I am; (if I can even compare the words) I am equally petrified, lol. Hell, as someone stated below, I don't know what to say/ask. I do know that I grew into adulthood w/very traditional ideas. I will say that my b/f has already brought me out of my shell so to speak, nowhere near adventurous as some of you may think, but things I said I'd never do. I fear that I may not look at my b/f the same or even myself for that matter. How do you, as a first timer get past shyness (and I am very shy & insecure)?