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BonnienClyde27

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About BonnienClyde27

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  • Birthday 11/27/1980

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    Newbie Couple
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    Tampa Fl
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    Medical and Education
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  1. Thank you for your input and advice and to his defense he was trying to figure out what my thoughts were. I just couldn't speak. It just was too much for me all at once. He would never put me or make me do something I am not comfortable with on purpose.
  2. Hi Everyone. We are very new to the lifestyle and I we want to know as much as possible. We been together for 8 yrs now and have talked about being in the lifestyle for years. So recently I told my man let's do it. We did what we knew best, post and try to meet people. We discussed the do's and don't etc. I was the one that was worried that I would be jealous or he would leave me and so on. Insecurities that it's hard to admit. We decided to go to a resort. It was nice and comfortable, better than I expected. We danced and had some drinks. Met other couples and single females. Flirted a little. The night was going so well. I said well so far so good. Let's go to the after party. Why not, right? We saw orgies and I gave him a blowjob, while he played with me. I wasn't ready to touch anyone so we left and went to the pool. We actually met a woman and a man. She was only there for the weekend. We talked with her, had a blast. We actually got completely naked in the pool. Things were going so well, I couldn't believe it myself. Then here is when things went south. We met a couple. My man and I are very sociable people so we make friends everywhere. It was nice talking to them and to me it seems out nowhere my man started to play with me and they were touching me and kissing me. At one point I was all in it and it was like an alarm rang in my head and body and I pushed them away. I held on to my man and kept telling him I love you and he said it back. Trying to access me, to see what was going on. I just couldn't react. I am such a outspoken person and I couldn't talk. I felt weird and like the other man went too far. See, I had expressed to my man that I never wanted to play with another man only another woman can join us. So it felt wrong and I wasn't myself. It just got worse and worse as the night continued. The guy kept on trying to touch me and my man didn't know where I was at mentally. I tried to do it but I couldn't even act like myself. Like I lost my voice. I was completely embarrassed and it caused a conflict with us. He felt I should of told him let's go and that I shut him out. He feels due to that experience I am not ready for the lifestyle. Which isn't true, I just didn't feel that connection to continue. It's crazy even after all that. The same couple wants to see us again and the man is still trying to play with me. Please help us. How can we go about this in a better way, what advice do you give us. I just want to have fun but he is not going to go through that again with me. He is upset with my reaction not with me but still I don't know how to convince him to let's try again.
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