Me and my wife have been married for 23 years. It's been a fantasy of mine for the past 10 years to watch her with another man. Within the past 2 months this topic has been brought up, first in joking and then being serious that it is a fantasy for me. She expresses she don't get it, and that she would be mad watching me. She does not flip, get angry, or upset, she just kind of plays it off never really saying no. I think more than anything she knows I have gone out on a limb sharing this, but I'm not sure what to think on what she truly feels and how should I approach this going forward? I was hoping there was a female somewhere that would read this, that maybe came into the lifestyle in a similar way that could give me some advice. Keep in mind my wife is very conventional in bed though she has grown in the past few years. Thoughts?