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  1. Has anyone had the experience of air coming out of your vagina It happens when my husband wants to do it doggy style. It is so embarrassing. I don't know why it happens or how to make it stop?
  2. Sounds like you had a really good experience.I have been following your thread and I am so happy for You.
  3. YOu know sunswept I have been very encouraged by all of your posts and especially this one.Its too bad I didnt come to this board before ,my hubby is stationed very near Seattle~Yes yes yes you are right,I think thats more what was happening.And actually he gave up his power before the police arrived because the woman went psycho Domme on Him .Telling Him He was too weak to handle me and that she would take me from Him.It is coming into more into focus now.Thanks a bunch sunswept!
  4. Just to clarify. Ok yes, I am in a D/s relationship. I have found some to be a bit critical of that sort of power exchange in general and as it relates to swinging. Now I understand that D/s isn't for everyone but neither is sharing one's spouse sexually. The relationship my husband and I share isn't what some may be picturing. I don't walk around in a leash and collar and I am not chained to the bed (well not all the time ). I have my own mind and my own thoughts. He asks me for advice, my opinions and cares about my desires (most of the time). Our relationship is more like the traditional marriage model where the man is the head of the family and although he wants to please me and frequently defers to me, his is the final word. Again that may not work for everyone but it works for us. My submission to Him is far more formal than his Dominance of me if that makes sense. I have been in D/s relationships before and have explored my limits and boundaries and fantasies. He is just a very Dominant male. So I agree with the advice that was given that perhaps I have willfully given over more of my power than He can handle. I agree that I need to take some of it back especially as it relates to "swinging". I just wanted to clarify for the thread that I am not a doormat. I am intelligent and articulate and a strong woman who chooses to submit to an even stronger man. My husband loves my brain as well as my obedience and the last thing he would want is a mindless robot who says nothing but "Yes Master". Things went horribly wrong that night, weird and potent combinations of miscommunication, mixed signals, liquor, desire and yes to some extent D/s but that is just the minor part. My husband does not feel he had the right to do any of those things and he has stepped up to the plate and admitted his fault in this and begged me to forgive Him. As we move on from this "experience" we are also re-evaluating the nature of our relationship. But for the record I do enjoy submitting to my Husband. Pleasing Him gives me so much pleasure. Having his guidance keeps me on my feet and in return he pleases and loves me right back. I have freely shared all of the phases of acceptance and forgiveness one goes through when they have been wronged, each level less intense then the other until finally true healing has occurred. I thank You all for your thoughts and opinions through this process.
  5. Yes we have gone several times. Maybe you are right this could be a mild way to get some of what I feel I am missing. And your example of Disney is so spot on! I feel like ok somehow we stumbled into the amusement park. We bought our tickets and stood in line, but only he got to ride. I realize the "ride" made Him a bit sick and maybe he would want to sit down for awhile and let his stomach settle down. But why should he drag Me out of the park now? I mean for God's sake we are already here! ~pouts and whines~
  6. This is how I am feeling. At least on my most conscious level.I mean Pandora's box has already been opened. We have experienced the worst case scenario possible. We have opened the door so now why should I be allowed to walk through it? That's how I feel about it.
  7. You know the reality is far different from the fantasy.That goes both ways good and bad.I would set extremely rigid guidelines for the first time just to ease into it.Trust me seeing your partner actually involved with someone is much different then thinking about it.For me the idea of my husband penetrating someone again is just NO WAY.Now kissing and oral I could live with.
  8. Thanks Angeel. We are working through this situation.We have talked about it until really there is nothing left to say. I know he feels terrible about what happened and we both wish we could go back and undo it,but we can't. At the request of my husband and the advice of people on the board, I've let go of the idea of trying to introduce someone else into our lives right now. He has clearly let me know he isn't ready to do this again and isn't sure he will ever be. To me it feels his denying this experience from me when he has already had it is not fair. It makes me feel like pouting like a spoiled child but, I respect my husband and value my marriage to much to continue to pursue this if he is really opposed to it. (Although I really don't understand what he is opposed to at this point). I also need to sort through my desires to discover my motives which honestly I am unsure of at this time. So for now I am just an observer and gatherer of information.
  9. I love that so much also.It is my favorite thing even better than penetration.When My husband comes I swallow it all like a shot of liquor.I dont mind the taste althought it does vary.I love sucking those last drops from Him as he pulsates in my mouth.
  10. Ok I will google it...but what the heck is Sybian?
  11. Really really bad mix of lack of communication, alcohol and the bi-female from hell. ~sighs~
  12. Second marriage.We are newlyweds but have been together for 7 years.My firts marriage was to a minister 10 years older then me...very rigid and restrctive.We didnt even have oral sex.It is great to be with someone who you can feel so free with to express your darkes fantasies.
  13. Do you find that people of color tend to be more sexually inhibited and secretive of thier freakiness?
  14. omg very big deal. Even the accusation could have destroyed His career. If I hadn't been awake it would have been her word against His. He even had scratch marks on his face and neck from when she was trying to get past Him to get to me. All of which would have supported her accusation If I hadn't been an eye/ear witness to everything. 2 squad cars appeared outside his place. 4 police officers and a crying woman sitting outside His apartment. Yes I can understand that perhaps the last thing on his mind would have been the fact that he had just broken his wife's heart. My husband's apartment complex is literally 2 miles from the police Dept. So within 10 minutes of seeing my husband fuck some woman I was being interviewed by police and trying to digest that my husband had been accused of rape. How's that for a "first experience from hell" story?
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