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Well to say the least I bleeped up!!!! Talking to a couple for 3 months who matched us perfect, everything we had been hoping for. They invite into their home and had no sleep, food and an extra drink for the nerves!!!! Not only did I disrespect this lovely couple but myself as well. I know I cannot turn back time but there was a huge attraction and I know his wife and hubby are still really into each other!!!! We are only into this as a couple as are they. Wish there was something I could do to change everything:(

Thanks so much! That is usually my attitude but I just felt left out I guess! Sucks to be him:))

UPDATE!!! I'm out! So we went and met with the couple last night. Today I want to crawl under a rock. I never felt that he had a strong attraction to me but maybe a little. Rejection is not even the word. Something was telling me that he was only doing this for his wife and was I ever right. They were more than hospitable but I got the feeling from the minute I walked in that I wasn't wanted there. Such a bad feeling, never felt like that in my life! Both the men were completly all over the other wife and here I was like a fool. Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy that hubby and the other wife hit it off but I don't think I can put myself out there again.

I wil:)

Haha I think I was less nervous losing my virginity. All the same I am comfortable/ confident with myself and my sexuality. He is also married and his wife is very interested in my hubby:) I plan and going there tonight with an open mind to relax and enjoy their company with no expctions.

Thanks. I know he's been busy at work. Just a bundle of nerves I guess. Will find out soon enough. Nobody is in a rush. Just having a drink and chat.

Ok. So we are very new to this LS, only a couple of months. After chatting, texting, emailing etc. we are to meet another couple tomorrow night. We have meet in public before and had drinks and hit it off. We both have a nervous excitement about the whole experience. Hubby and I even had a long chat about it yesterday to make sure we are on the same page. The thing is for me that I'm not sure the other male is. Call me paranoid but I'm getting mixed signals. We have been texting/sexting non-stop since before our meet but in the last couple of days have heard VERY little from him? We are to meet at their home tomorrow night. Even last night he said we should just take our time, no rush. I'm nervous that he will not be interested in me I guess. I have put on weight (trying to lose it is not that easy) and he is a very attractive man who takes good care of himself. I guess I just don't want to get hurt. I do plan on going and being myself. Anyway that's my rant. Any advice for us is more than welcome!