She will talk about it, but says doing it is a different thing

[spankem69]

M & J, we're in our early thirties. I'm not sure what wave length she's on, but I tend to think she's a little more into this than she lets on, since it'll be a while before we can do anything anyhow (gotta find an all night baby sitter). I don't think she lets on 'cause she doesn't want me to pressure her. Still needs time to think. Not that I would, at least not intentionally.

[HotMoCpl]

Yea its me again. I've been taken to the top of the hill twice this past week and got pushed over the edge of the cliff again last night. I'm kinda fed up. I've had all GOOD indications for nearly fifteen years, but the last ten months have been pure H-E- double hockey sticks. She landed the big one so now she claims "selective amnisia" to say the least. To some I may seem cold and hard, but I'm not the one who can't "remember" the things we talked about for so many years.