Have you ever had a day ....

I'm telling you, yesterday was absolutely the worst day for me.

Actually, it started out a few days before when I had to go back to school because these school days are out of town. I have to spend the night away from my honey for a couple days in another town. I wrote a little love letter to Dave before I left and not even once in the two days I'd been gone did he mention it.

School is starting back up again, and I spent two LONG days at school. I'm a little stressed over that, how I'm going to get all my school work done, my clinical hours done and how I'll be able to keep my full time job plus my duties at home. In the midst of all this, Dave reminds me that we have to go to dinner Sunday to "date" a new couple. ARGH!! I give up!! Just shoot me NOW!

Yesterday on my way to work, I'd decided that I was done swinging. I'd had it. He was always the one making contact, always the one thats thinking about it. He didn't give a damn how I was going to fit it in my schedule. Plus, he didn't mention my little love note, the *&%$#!! I was just at my wits end and I'd had it. So I get to work yesterday and it's just a day from hell, anyway. Piling more crap up on me than what I'd started out with. Jeez, can this day get any worse?

Well, thank God today is a new day. I woke up feeling a bit better, Ok...that's a lie...I feel TONS better than when I went to bed last night. I've started back on my zoloft which I take for anxiety. It's worked. I'm thinking much more level headed today and I'm still wanting to swing and things are going to be just fine.

GAWD, I hate days like yesterday. We still have our date for tomorrow night. We have no idea where we're going, but we'll call and get it ironed out.