Um...hello, can we get to the sex already?!
Posted 08-18-2008 at 04:19 AM by aster
haha, ok kidding. i'm not quite that impatient...but I would like for my last sexual encounter to no longer be the one that happened last sunday.
it was bad. i mean....he was bad. *sigh* and to make it worse, he kept saying my name over and over and over (about 100 times...it's the only thing he said) in a weird creepy raspy whisper straight out of a horror movie. it made me afraid of myself.
anyway....
lets just say I was less than satisfied a week ago. and 4 days ago, i decided to jump on board here. and by "here" i mean the lifestyle. you know, just spontaneously decided to join...as if i'd spontaneously decided to buy some lipstick. i have no idea why, but it feels like one of the most natural, normal decisons i've ever made (of course, we'll see how i feel after a few months).
the problem is....i've been reading profiles, seeing photos, talking dirty, making connections...and now i'm thinking about sex 24/7 with no relief! i wake up wet! it's crazy. but i realize that since i want to make sure i enter this world in a really positive way, i can't just jump in without a bit of conversation and a first date.
and trust me. i've got a first date lined up. i'm excited! whether it will lead to a second date (with fun times!) is unknown...we'll see. (i've got several others in the wings...who i'll meet with regardless of how the first one goes, haha) i just can't wait to get through this brief but important courtship ....and get on to the raw uninhibited carnal relations that await!
all my love,
aster
it was bad. i mean....he was bad. *sigh* and to make it worse, he kept saying my name over and over and over (about 100 times...it's the only thing he said) in a weird creepy raspy whisper straight out of a horror movie. it made me afraid of myself.
anyway....lets just say I was less than satisfied a week ago. and 4 days ago, i decided to jump on board here. and by "here" i mean the lifestyle. you know, just spontaneously decided to join...as if i'd spontaneously decided to buy some lipstick. i have no idea why, but it feels like one of the most natural, normal decisons i've ever made (of course, we'll see how i feel after a few months).
the problem is....i've been reading profiles, seeing photos, talking dirty, making connections...and now i'm thinking about sex 24/7 with no relief! i wake up wet! it's crazy. but i realize that since i want to make sure i enter this world in a really positive way, i can't just jump in without a bit of conversation and a first date.
and trust me. i've got a first date lined up. i'm excited! whether it will lead to a second date (with fun times!) is unknown...we'll see. (i've got several others in the wings...who i'll meet with regardless of how the first one goes, haha) i just can't wait to get through this brief but important courtship ....and get on to the raw uninhibited carnal relations that await!
all my love,
aster
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 |  You remind me of myself! I looked up if there are any clubs in resonable distance, and found out that I was passing one every day on my way to and from work. Less then 24 hours later I was inside for the first time, having a great time So yeah, enjoy the spontaneous decision, it can make better memories then buying lipstick |
Posted 08-19-2008 at 05:19 PM by Malachista  |
| |  Yay for you! Just perusing your blog and realised your pretty new to this whole thing...like us  Hope it all goes well for you and looking forward to reading about it all here! Cheers, Mrs K&T |
| Posted 08-28-2008 at 01:22 AM by hornykat74 |
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