Seems to me that you are being pretty selfish here. You have openly admitted that you got this far by pushing and prodding and you pushed and prodded until your wife litterally broke.
Swinging is not for everyone and from the sounds of it your wife still hasn't dealt with her sexual history.... you are lucky she even enjoys sex with you at this point. More often than not women who have gone through experiences such as your wife have can't deal with sex at all and end up only doing it to please their partner and/or for procreation.
Like Miss_Piggy said, you need to think about what's best for your wife here instead of what's best for you. Put that fantasy back on the back-burner and concentrate on your wife. Concentrate on re-enforcing the bond the two of you share and reminding her how important she is to you and how you would never do anything to purposely hurt her. Your pushing and prodding have obviously already hurt her so why would you continue to push and prod and hurt her more? |