I probably should keep my mouth shut but... I haven't learned yet.
I have read a lot of porn/erotica... and just viewed stories that featured two males interacting as part of the story... erotic, exciting what ever... mildly interesting.
I knew my hubby had no interest... W h a t s o e v e r ... and I would never have requested that he indulge my curiosity.
then I happened to be at a bdsm club one night and there was a gay couple there. and they were interacting and frankly... I hope I concealed my emotions because as judgmental and hypocritical as this sounds... it was far from appealing (to me at any rate). it is not an experience I want to witness again. we left early and on subsequent nights are always careful to take seats where the option of NOT observing is possible but not obvious.
was it because of the activities that they were indulging in?
was it because it was my first experience at a bdsm club?
I don't know...either of those are possible ... but any possibility that I might have ever found it interesting has been completely obliterated from my mind.
I feel like everything out of my keyboard is a wet blanket these days
