Thanks again for all the info. I've already purchased a German tutorial for my computer, though I haven't used it. Truelly, I am wondering if I'm making the right decision by not just telling him to go fuck off. I really am not sure if i'm strong enough to go through with this, but I don't want to go through life wondering "what if?" Though he keeps reassuring me that he does really love me, he also says he just needs more. He said he needs and is getting something from her that I just can't give him. I asked him to be specific, but he wouldn't. He said I really didn't want to know. My rebuttle; how can I be a better wife if you can't tell me what and where i'm lacking. And don't worry, I'll keep you all posted, as i'm finding strenght from your insight. I will be off line soon they are coming to pack my things (next Thursday). Until then, i'm all ears...... |