The whole idea of a threesome was his idea. He WANTS to see me with another guy. The thing about a woman is just that I feel if I get to be with another guy then he should be entitled to be with another woman. But... like I said - the whole idea of seeing him with someone else scares me. He said it is totally Ok with just a mfm threesome. But I don't think he is being totally honest. Right now he is arguing the point that he is, but I just feel like it would be totally unfair for him not to get to have the experiences that I would in this situation. I want him to be as satisfied as I am. I am afraid once it got to that point I would become invisible or that he would like her better or whatever. I just wish I was as secure as he is.
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