I would urge you to try watching your hubby with another woman anyway. Even though you think you will feel jealousy, you may be surprised at what you actually do feel. The first time I saw L with another woman, I felt a few pangs of jealousy and then it was transformed.....into something beautiful. Swinging is a very non-threatening environment to experience the beauty of the physical act of love. While he's having sex with the other woman, hold his hand, reach over and kiss him....it's a very powerful thing to share that may actually strengthen your own bond with your husband.
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