In the beginning, when we first started talking about swinging, we were equally enthusiastic about it. I thought, wow, this is such a sexy lifestyle... we can live out our fantasies without hiding or cheating. But then our first swinging experience was pretty bad... and the other woman tried sneaking in some naughty time with my bf a few times without my or her husband's knowledge, which really soured me on swinging for a while. I was uneasy about continuing with the swinging, but we have met some new people who are helping me build my trust back up, and I'm beginning to gain some of my original enthusiasm back. |