[cplnuswing]

Ditto on what others have said, it is WAY too early to be introducing swinging into your relationship. A prerequisite to even considering swinging should be a relationship that has stayed solid after already been tested with life's assorted trials and tribulations. I just have a hard time believing that has occurred in six months.

Look in the First Time Experiences Subforum and you will find a lot of people's takes on what their first time was like. Most if not all of them though are going to be coming from a different perspective, in that their relationship was a little more seasoned to start with, so be careful trying to draw too many parallels about how things went for them compared to how they might go for you and your girlfriend.

Everyone probably has had doubts at one time or another, and ended up being successful at it or else tried it and got out with no regrets, so you having doubts in and of itself doesn't necessarily rule it out. But, doubts together with young relationship together with propensity for jealousy would seem to be a volatile mix that could blow up the budding relationship you both seem to value a lot. Probably best left a fantasy at this point.