[wifewriter35]

I too am having a hard time with the debate on how I was raised (the moral issue) and what is a turn on. We have been to several parties and have had a few dinners with other couples in the lifestyle. The one time where things escalated to full swap I was devastated so we quit for a couple of years. Now the subject has returned, I really like the parties and the public touching and feeling but still having a hard time getting over jealousy, my husband tells me he could care less if he is with another woman but would love to see me with another man, I am still not to the point of agreeing even though I think it would make us closer, right now it is a sore subject.