Like babygrl, I was young & alone when I first experienced this...WOW! I felt like such a bad & dirty girl, to be masturbating in the first place, then THAT happened ARGH! But damn, it felt awesome! It brought tears to my eyes & a shiver up my spine. I was no virgin, but lets face it...most of your sex partners when you're in your teens, are teens themseves. I'd never experienced an "O" with any of them, this was my first.
The bummer of it is, that as good as it felt, I sort of thought that I was a freak or something. I knew I'd had an O, but thought that I'd peed from having one. From then on, I was afraid to let go & cum. It wasn't untill years later as a single mom unwilling to date, I bought myself a nice vibrator with the little clit tickler that I went ahead & relaxed (now playing with myself was a liberating CHOICE) enough to explore this. Since then, anyone I've been with who was unfarmiliar, has been quickly educated & they've all seemed to view me as some sort of sex goddess, as I'm the only one they'd (at the time) seen do it. I think most guys are very turned on by this, & maybe even feel a little proud when they make it happen
Bottom line for me...my really good Os cum from manual stimulation on the clit &
after I've squirted I can have an O from penetration...I don't think I've ever had one without the other happening first, & I've never gushed from OR during penetration but am working on it
