Dear CindyB,
This is your husband writing. I followed your request and read this particular thread of the Swingers Board. Sorry it took me so long to get around to it. I guess I'm not a computer junkie. But I'll try to do better. Anyway, let me try to answer your question!
First, I love you more than anything in the world. You need to know that. That will never change.
Second, sharing you in bed was, and is, incredibly exciting to me! I enjoy seeing the pleasure you get from recieving attention from both of us. I know that you are safe with us because we chose somebody to join us that we obviously know well, my best friend and brother.
And finally, I have to tell you that when I make love to you after he does, and I feel his come inside of you, it drives me crazy! In a nice way, of course. Why? Not totally sure! I suppose it is partially the "forbidden fruit" syndrome. I watched as you took his virginity just like you took mine and I knew you were loving it. He didn't seem to be in pain either! But I never want to share your "love" with another man. And when I am making love with you, either alone or with our "guest" I know... I absolutely KNOW... that I am the man you love and want to spend your life with.
Thank you, Cindy, for giving me my fantasy. I know you are enjoying it as much as I am.
I love you,
Your husband
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