Re: Please safe my sanity :) IndyNurse,
Ok, I don't have the medical training that you do, but what jumped out at me is that he has stopped his meds. I'm a Doctor's kid, and I have had to deal with a couple of ugly situations with folks that are bi-polar. My gut instinct is that you are concerned with his "self regulating" what ever that means. I'm not an MD or an RN, but being bi-polar isn't something that is pretty when not properly controlled.
Honestly, I think that your instincts are telling you that there will be a repeat based upon your medical knowledge. Trust them. You have warning flags going up in your sub-consious, listen to them. Your love for your husband, and your desire for swinging are a side issue that you need to table until his medical issues are properly controlled.
Good Luck!
S
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