[toomuchfun]

It sucks a lot... if I find out they knew and were playing anyway with out telling us... I'll quite likely run them the fuck over.

I suppose I'll get over the anger portion at some point, it just really sucks that they will likely keep on playing, but since I'm not a douche bag we will basically have to end what is starting to become a really great fun part of our lives.

It's so terribly, horribly un fair. We did everything we were supposed to do, we weren't picking people up in bars, we were selective, we played with people that claimed to be d/d free. We know couples that have been swinginf for two decades, and they don't have herpes.

We have not even been doing it for a year, and some assclown infects us? We're not dying, our lives aren't ruined, but they are certainly negatively impacted FOREVER... FOR LI... UNTIL I DIE... THERE IS NO CURE, THERE IS NO CURE, THERE IS NO CURE, keeps running through my head over and over and over again.

I'd rather have fallen and broken every bone in my body, at least that heals.