Re: First Experience
My first time was very very different. He had asked me if I be interested in trying it back in August of 99. I at first asked him, “if he was fucking nuts”. That I wouldn’t think of doing that in a million years. But it played on my mind, so I bought a few books about it did some web research and found out it wasn’t about love but about sex and feeling good. When I told him I wanted to try swinging he almost fell off his chair. He didn’t think I was ready and was looking for an idea or a way to test me.
I keep a journal, this is the opening words of my entry of my first time:
My heart is galloping right now. Paul will be here in 15 minutes to half an hour or so, and he might be bringing home a friend or two. I am going to suck them off while Paul watches me. All this came up yesterday when Paul suggested it to me half joking, never really believing that I might say yes. But as soon as he mentioned it, my heart started pounding and my pussy started to flood, and I knew I really wanted to do it. It’s suppose to be a “surprise” so I don’t know which day this week it will happen
This was my test, and I passed !!!
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