Re: Outted myself in a most horrifying way...read on
UPDATE:
Spoke with my friend tonight and there was no mention at all of the weirdness. Turns out she's prengant again, so she's got other things on her mind! I was nervous to call her up, but it turns out that it was business as usual. Talk about having a horseshoe up one's ass.
And in other news, the other friend I mentioned that I had lost (because she couldn't respect me for swinging) sent me an email! I was pretty surprised. She apologized and said she'd been acting like an ass, passing judgment on me when she had no business doing so. I didn't argue with her. I did forgive her, though. I'm not in the habit of allowing myself to be used or abused by people, but in this case it was simply that she didn't understand and she didn't know how to see past this part of me. She still doesn't agree with it, but I think she is now able to at least deal with it. That's all I wanted.
You know, maybe I should have a girls night in or something. Get the guys to take the kids to Grandma's place or something and invite them both over. Rent some movies, drink some wine...non-alcoholic wine for Ms. Prego, of course. I think I need something like that... Just as long as friend #1 can remember to shut up and not tell friend #2 about our "hobby". lol Do you suppose I set myself up for this shit or what??
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