[mnbryant]

Wanted to express my feelings on this subject and glad I found this site to do so since it is not something you can tell anyone. We have be in the lifestyle on and off for three years. My wife has played with a few girls and I hard swapped a while back with a female. She has never wanted to hard swap for lack off getting past it being with a stranger. A couple of weeks ago she ran across and high school friend she hadn't seen in years and she was interested in him. I agreed and he accepted. Last weekend it happened and as I thought I had no problems with it. I was such a turn on to see him with her. She was dissapointed with his lack of being able to keep it up but we discussed this is a problem for a lot of men. she isn't used to that as I can keep it up thru a hurricane.......which is not always a good thing....lol......She is planning repeats as long as all are comfy and I am for it. I enjoyed it and want her to enjoy it but the problem is that I have been feeling left out. I don't think I should feel this way and she also feels like it is not fair but we do not know any single ladies to approach...Swing Lifestyle is not good for single females in our area. 3 years and no one close is interested. It would be nice to have someone for both but that could take a long time....I do not want her to feel guilty about it so how do I get passed feeling left out.....also I have not told her I feel that way....