[pinkyloveiv]

I'm sorry that you feel bad about your body image. I can relate though. I've been fooling around with a guy and a couple of times he's tried to go down my pants. Well I always wear tight jeans and when you a have a little "extra" you know what that pudge does, it bunches up at the top of your pants. Every time his hand has gone to my waist, I think about my pudge. But worse than that, I'm embarresed about my stretch marks. From my calves alll the way up to my breasts. (I nursed 4 kids for probably a total 7 or 8 years). I can lose weight but I can't hide deep, scarring stretch marks. The only advice I can give you is what you are already doing. I keep telling myself that if he didn't want to play with me, he wouldn't. He's seen my pudge and even some of my stretch marks and he's still hot to get in my pants. So......if he likes it, I shouldn't worry about it. It's just something I keep telling myself over and over again. Slowly, it is helping. Just try positive reinforcement with yourself and hopefully you will start feeling it soon!