[VegasLee]

Dkent,

You know what, all of us here are nothing more than a pixel on the Internet to you. What we think and say means nothing at all to you.

The only opinion that should mean anything in your life is that of your wife but honestly, her opinion only means something if she knows the truth.

Your right, if she knew the truth about what you have done since you two have been together you would be gone in a minute. She would move on and find someone that hopefully would be fully honest with her in the relationship that she is in.

You don't want to admit it but you have done something to her over the years. You have deceived her as to the man you really are and you have not been truthful with her. That does not appear to matter to you. So be it.

Don't come here expecting any of us to agree that you have been good for your relationship or wife by keeping her in the dark about who you are.

We are nothing to you just as honesty is nothing to you when it comes to your relationship with your wife.

Good luck to you and I hope that you find all your looking for.