[VegasLee]

Of course you would have to edit what you wrote here if there was any chance your wife would see. You don't want her to know the truth about the man she has been married to all these years. The Truth would set you FREE! She would have your bags packed before you could turn off the computer if she really knew the man that she is married to.

You went to counseling yet you did not tell the truth there either. They can not help a relationship when they only have part of the facts. You went to save yourself and for no other reason.

You keep posting here hoping to feel better about what you have done to this women for so many years. Hoping that someone will say just the right thing to make her come around and be what you want her to be.

Actions speak louder then words. You tell her anything you want so that she will be happy with you but you have done nothing but lie and cheat on her from the start by your own admission.

Of course you don't see your self as the lying cheating dog that you are, you don't want to see that in yourself. You want your wife to love you for the person you are not to her and hope that she will be something she has no desire in being.

Keep making any and all excuses you desire to make and keep posting them, it does not change the FACTS of who you are and what you have done to your wife.

Go ahead, let her read this thread and let her tell me I am wrong. Nothing you can say could possibly give me a different view of who and what you are and I am betting this thread will give your wife a totally different view of who you are though.

Relationships should be based on Truth. Something that would be a totally new concept to you. Have the guts for once in your life to let your Wife be the judge of who and what you are!