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Well we've been to a club twice and love it both times. The second time which was just this past Saturday, I had sex with a man other than my husband for the first time. We were all in the same room and Hubby was with "His" wife giving and receiving oral. She is recently post surgery so we knew that the she was unable to "full swap" and Hubby was still game. What I mean by the first time is that this was the first time EVER that I've had sex with a man other than Hubby. We've been together for a total of 17 years and married for 11. So my problem lies with the guilt that I seem to feel now. The experience in a whole was awesome. The guilt set in the next day. I was literally in tears for 2 days. Hubby and I had a wonderful conversation last night and he has relieved most of that guilt. I'm no longer in tears or afraid to look Hubby in the face. I found out that he literally loved it. Honestly, as of now I'm game to do it again. My question is, is it normal to feel a certain amount of guilt the very first time? Or should we just quit the lifestyle? A friend of mine who is also a swinger told me that if I feel guilty at all and because I took it so bad, she doesn't think we should do it again. I DO NOT want to quit. I enjoyed the experience and want to do it again. I think it was because "HE" was the first man other than Hubby. Can you all please help? Is it normal to have some guilt? Should we quit?

Thanks for all your help!