[wyandly]

To the OP: I'm really sorry to hear about your situation. My advise is to pay no attention to any bickering or accusations on this thread. Instead, seek out other threads and read them to gain the insight that many of the contributing members of this board posses. You will find that this sort back and forth is not the norm, and that many people are truly able to help others with problems and issues that are very difficult talk about. I wish you luck in improving your situation, and in finding a solution that your are able to live with.
To the rest: Yes, i grew up with drama. Yes, i like the excitment that comes with drama. Yes, occasionly I read stuff here to see other people's drama, and get my 'fix'. But I also come here to read in amazement just how quickly, wisley, and maturely the members on this board are able to diffuse drama and break down complicated problems in a way that helps others heal (read: I love the insight). Although I know I shouldnt have expectations, this feeling of disillusionment is hard to shake.
I'm not trying to atack or defend anyone, as I happen to be very flameable (Warning to self: do not post anywhere near an open flame! ..should I have taken my own advise? we'll see). Im just saying that this kind of bickering sucks!