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Originally Posted by Larry & Michell I'm using this board as some sort of therapy for myself;
Everything I'm saying here I've said to Michelle, in all this same detail.
Yesterday I wanted to find a way to hurt her back. Not just once, because that would just make us even, so I wanted to hurt her twice, so she could really know how I feel. I know how sick and twisted that is. I hated being in that place. It hurt, and then it hurt some more. She told me I couldn't love her if I wanted to hurt that way. I disagreed. I wouldn't care, I wouldn't hurt if I didn't love her. Like I said, I know how sick and twisted and dark my heart was. My heart is so dark. Just pain, anger. I hate being me right now. |
Hey guy,you need to grow up,this nonsense is the exact reason my wife & I gave up on couples & only see single people,too much drama & the way your acting violence is not out of the question,this isnt about you knowing that she broke a rule or knowing that she was with another man its about you feeling left out & that she got to do something that you didnt.
Tell the truth here,you rushed into this thinking you could somehow"control" things,this lifestyle isnt about one person controling another persons actions & you found out the hard way,your going on about how you feel but what about the couple involved? are the aware that this is happening?
You mentioned going to the club again to somehow "get even".God help the poor couple that gets stuck in the middle of all this just so you can feel better,you should stop now before somebody gets hurt.
Im not trying to be a prick but my wife & I have been on the recieving end of a drama just like the one thats unfolding in your life & its scary as hell when your "the other couple",again you should get a grip before all this leads to violence.