It sounds like you took one for the team......not to make light of the situation at all but as you will read that most of us have done that...and no you should not do anything that you dont want to. The only thing that I can advise it that you talk to your partner and come up with your own set of rules. My husband and I are to the point now that if either of us are uncomfortable or just not attracted neither of us play. It works for us and trust me there has been quite a bit of pouting but we are doing this for us. And that is the important thing for us in this whole thing is that it has to be good for both or it just doesnt happen.
Hope I helped a little.
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