All I can say is 'WOW' There is a lot of honesty and emotion in this thread. JacobSky, I think you are a powerfully emotional and sincere person, just by what you write. I wonder if I had anything near that sincere and serious running through my head when I was your age
Poly is a whole new concept to me, one that I feel very comfortable with, but haven't put a lot of thought into it. I can't possibly add to anything that others have said, but I like the discussion!
Sarah