[crazycatz]

Thank you all for taking the time and offering your advice and comments. For the record, my partner and I aren't married. I was feeling better but then I came across a thread on here on BBW's that really degenerated and it just confirmed a lot of my deepest fears. I know having these issues is not restricted to plus size women but we can't escape the fact that there is a societal stigma with regard to size. Perhaps best to just stick to the MMFs right now until I feel more comfortable (he is also bi so it's not a question of balance). Thanks again for your comments.